" You're ripped at every edge, but you're a masterpiece."
Nash's P.O.V∼∽
I saw Him today in the halls, and I honestly didn't know what to do. He may not know who I am, but my heart flutters every time I see him. I hate it because I know someone like him isn't going like a guy like me. Especially because he's not gay he's as straight as a pole. Anyways no one cares about me I'm actually only happy if my sorry head is filled with dope.
I move through the crowd as fast as I can because the people who torture me might see me and well... I really don't feel like getting beat up today. As i'm walking through the crowd I see my best friends waiting for me at my locker. There's Matt, Shawn,and Jack but we call him G. As I approach my locker Matt notices and sends me his bright smile. Once I walk to my locker and grab the stuff that I'll need for today, I shut my locker and join the conversation with them.
" Hey Matt,Shawn,G. What's up?" I say smiling at the people I can call my best friends.
" Hey" they all say at the same time.
" So guys I'm partnered up with Jack Johnson what do I do???" G says with worry in his voice.
" Well don't freak out just calm down and be yourself okay." Matt says encouraging G.
" Thanks Matt you always know what to say." G says with a smile.
" Hey guys I should probably head to class so i'll see you guys at lunch okay bye." I say bro-hugging all of them and leaving.
While I was walking to class I got on my phone and checked Instagram and saw all the hate i was getting. I know i should just ignore it because it doesn't mean anything but I can't. The guys don't know I'm depressed or that I get high to forget His name. They think I'm fine but i'm not i'm so used to pretending, that you'd probably think i'm genuinely a happy guy but that's not the case because i'm sad.
Anyways as I'm walking I bump into someone and just my luck it's cameron.
" Oh sorry I wasn't paying attention while walking do you need help getting your stuff?" Cameron says with his perfect smile.
Oh gosh why is he so perfect goddamn it.
" Oh uh it's fine and no I don't need help." I say looking down speaking quietly.
" oh okay see you around I guess." Cam says with a hint of sadness.
" Yea." I say grabbing my stuff so I can get up and leave.
and once I got into class I saw someone I never wanted to see again....
I saw.......
A/N I thought I'd make a book because why not lol it's probably gonna be really sucky so sorry in advance. the first few chapters are gonna be short. anyways yea... byeee
-B.B
