Una pov
Niall helped me out to the car,helping me in the passenger seat. He got into the drivers seat and started up the car. “You cold?” he asked “Um kind of” I shivered. Niall turned on the heat. I felt like a freak. I felt bad. I sighed and looked out the window as Niall drive. “Una,I have some questions” Niall said. I looked at him and nodded. “Why did you do that?” Niall asked. “Cut?” I asked. He nodded trying to keep hos eye’s on the road. I took a deep breath and breath out. “I just didn’t feel good enough,I thought you hated me and you’d leave me” I looked at him. “I’d never leave you Una,I was just upset” Niall said. “What were your other questions?” I asked. “Paris told me you did it before and I was curious why” Niall said. “Where were you talking to Paris?” I question. “Hospital”. She came to the hospital? Maybe she didn’t hate me after all. “It was when I was sixteen and I went threw a lot” I said. “Una,please you can tell me” Niall said putting his hand on my thigh. I was afraid Niall would judge me. He never has before but nobody ever stays. “I liked a boy” I stated. Niall tensed up a little. “What happen?” Niall asked. “He led me on for two years,thinking that we had something and he told me he loved me and that I was special” I said. “I thought I’d change him for the better and I thought we’d both end up together until one day he just dumped me and went for one of my good friends” I sighed as a tear fell down my cheek. “Fucking bastard” Niall huffed. “My parent’s use to fight a lot then too,my father was a alcoholic,still is really” I said playing with my finger’s. “What about your mother and brother?” Niall asked. “My mum never understood me,she thought I cut myself for attention and she thought I was just overreacting but I don’t think she realizes that it was a serious problem”. “My brother Neil was normally there for me,until he moved out and I was left all on my own,I was bullied in school because I got high marks and I wore band tees and curled my hair,I know it’s stupid but so was everyone in my school” I said. Niall didn’t say anything so I continued. “I use to eat alone all the time,they called me the freak and they all thought I was a lesbian” I cried. “Then when Michael came along,he made me feel so good and I thought life was perfect and he loved me and never leave me,but he left me for somebody better” I said as the tears streamed down my face. “He was a fucking idiot,I mean how can you leave a beautiful girl like you,what a cunt you were way better off” Niall said with fury. “I’m sorry for keeping it in and balled up inside” I said. “Una don’t sweat it,I know it’s hard to tell somebody about your problems and what your going threw” Niall said. “I mean you and Zayn but mostly you are the only ones I can open up too” Niall sighed. “Zayn doesn’t even know about my parent’s and what dirtbags they are” Niall said. He put his hand on my thigh and rubbed it. “Una,I’m here for you and I will fucking kill anybody who hurt’s you” Niall said looking directly into my eyes then the road again. “What if you can’t help me? What if when you take that job offer you’ll eventually forget about me and leave me all alone” I asked. I was scared to be alone again. I didn’t want Niall to leave me. “Then I won’t take the job or if I do and I feel I’m being apart from you for to long,I’ll quit” Niall said. “You can’t Niall,I won’t let you ruin your dream just to stay with me” I said. “Your worth it,I know it” Niall said. I started to cry as the tears fell down my face. “When we get back to your house and calm your mother down from worry,let’s do something fun to get your mind off things” Niall smiled at me. “Like what?” I asked. “Well it’s a fine evening so how about a bbq and we can watch a movie? Or I can teach ya some football moves” Niall laughed. “I’d like that” I smiled slightly. “Actually maybe we could go to this festival there having” Niall said. I looked him confused. “What?” I asked. “There having this like outside concert thing,it’s free and I mean the day is nice and the temperatures are pretty high so what ya say?” Niall asked. “Sure” I said. We got to my house and Niall refused to let me walk. Mum came out from the kitchen and hugged me. “Sweet heart thank god your alright” mum said. She looked at my bandaged and sighed. “Thank you Niall” she said as Niall nodded. “I heard about your kidney sweetie”Mum sighed. I brushed it off. The last thing I wanted to think about was my kidney. “Your father is gone on a business trip so he won’t be home tonight” Mum sighed looking down. “How are you feeling?” Mum asked. “I’m okay I guess” I said. Niall sat down beside me. “You’ll be fine babe” Niall said. Mum looked at me and smiled as a blushed crept upon my cheeks over the fact Niall had called me babe in front of my mother. “Did you tell Niall about what happens?” Mum asked. “No” I said. “What happens?” Niall asked. “Nothing” I said. “Una becomes suddenly depressed and tries to cut herself every six months or so,I don’t see why I mean she has no reason to cut herself” mum said. I jumped up and walked out into the kitchen. I wouldn’t cut myself if I didn’t have a fucking reason not too. As much as I love mum she fucking pissed me off. I can’t believe she just told Niall that. Niall came in after me and made me face him. I felt the tears start to form as I hugged Niall. “Baby please don’t be sad” Niall said as he rubbed my back. “I’m a fucking burden to her,I’m not that perfect child..maybe I’m better off fucking dead” I said as I ran over to the corner and slid down. “If you died I’d fucking kill myself just to be with you” Niall said sitting down beside me and picking me up putting me in his lap as I cuddled into his chest. “No” I said. Niall sighed and kissed my head. “I love you to much Una,if you go then I go” Niall said. “Can we just leave?” I asked. “Yes,let me tell your-” “Fuck it” I said. Niall nodded and we walked out the back door and got in the car. Niall stopped at a grocery store. I stayed in the car and Niall came out with a picnic basket. I laughed as I knew Niall had got a picnic basket full of food. Niall got in the car and smiled. “I got food and a blanket for us” Niall smiled. “Who is playing?” I asked. “Some band’s I guess” Niall said. We drove to the festival and Niall took his picnic basket and my hand in the other. Niall spread out the blanket and we sat down. I was thinking just almost everybody in Cork was here. Every teenager anyway. There were bands playing as Niall took out food for us. “Your really sweet” I said. Niall blushed. “I just want to do as much as I can for you” Niall said putting his arm around me. “you do more then enough” I said. Niall laughed. “I’m going to go get us some water be right back” Niall said getting up and running over to a lady selling water. I looked around and enjoyed the music playing. I felt somebody sit by me as I thought it was Niall but it wasn’t. It was somebody who surprised me so much. Michael. I knew those dimples and that smile. “Una,I haven’t seen you in forever!” Michael yelled hugging me. I didn’t hug back just stare at him in surprise. “How have you been?” Michael asked. “Good” I said. “How are you?” I asked. Michael smiled,” Excellent and now I get to see you!” Michael smiled. “Don’t tell me your here all alone?” Michael questioned. I went to say no but I heard that thick Irish accent. “She’s not”. Michael and I both looked up to see Niall standing there as he held the bottles of water in his hands. “Whose this?” Michael asked. “Her boyfriend” Niall answered again for me. Michael looked at me in surprised. “I didn’t think you’d end up with somebody like that” Michael stood up. Niall glared at him and handed me my bottle water and sat down beside me. “See you around Una” Michael said glaring at Niall. I took a sip from my water. “Who was that?” Niall asked. “An old friend,calm down” I said. Niall pecked my lips. “Sorry baby”. A man came up on the stage. “CORK HOW YOU DOING?” he yelled. Everybody cheered. “WE WILL NOW HAVE SOME OF THE AUDIENCE COME UP HERE AND SING!” He yelled. People cheered. “ANY VOLUNTEER’S?” he yelled. Nobody really said anything. I then got an idea. “Nialler,go sing” I smiled. He looked at me as if I were crazy. “I can’t sing” Niall said. “Yes you can”I said. Niall rolled his eyes. “No Una” Niall said. I yelled out and put Niall’s hand up. Everybody looked our way as the guy pointed at Niall. “YOU YOUNG MAN COME UP HERE!” the man yelled. “NO MAN I DON’T KNOW”Niall yelled back. “OH COME ON,COME ON COME ON”The man cheered as everyone around cheered around as did I. “Good thing I love you” Niall said getting up throwing his hands up then down for people to stop cheering. They all clapped as Niall began to walk up. “Got ar guitar?” Niall asked. It picked up on the microphone. I was curious to hear what Niall would sing. I loved Niall’s voice,it was like angel’s singing. Niall came out on stage with a guitar and sat on the chair. The set up the microphone so Niall could sing. “I’m gonna sing I’m yours by Jason Mraz and Ima dedicate it to my beautiful girlfriend,she alway’s told me I was very cliche and I’m gonna stick with it” Niall said then winked at me. The awe’s filled the air as people looked at me and I felt the redness appear in my cheeks. Niall began to play I’m yours. “Well you done done and you bet I felt it,I try to be chill but your so hot that I melted……” Niall trailed off. I couldn’t help but smile as Niall’s voice filled my ears. He was so perfect and had such a nice voice. “I’m yours” Niall sang as he looked directly into my eye’s. When he finished the song everybody clapped and cheered. Niall’s smile was to die for. “Woah,where did you learn to play like that?!” the guy yelled. Niall’s cheek’s flushed. “I’ve been playing for awhile” Niall spoke into the mic. “Your girlfriend is one special girl” The guy spoke. Niall looked at me and smiled. “She is,I love her” Niall said. Everyone aww’d as Niall walked down. Everybody watched Niall as he walked down and sat down beside me. He pecked my lips and I blushed. Most people’s attention turned to the guy talking but mine was on Niall. “You ever think of making a career out of your singing?” I asked. “No darling” Niall chuckled. “Your so cute but cliche” I laughed. Niall smirked and kissed my cheek. “Let’s go home” Niall said. I nodded as we packed and left for home.
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We got home but nobody was home. “Mum must be at work” I said. Niall’s arms wrapped around my waist. “Mhmm” Niall said into my neck. He began to kiss my neck. “Niall” I said. “Are you tired?” I asked. Niall didn’t respond. I got out of his grasp and ran upstairs into my room and rolled on my bed. Niall chased after me and closed the door. He crawled in on top of me. He kissed my lips and sneaked his tongue into my mouth. His hands began to roam around my body. “Fuck I want you” Niall said panting. I smiled and took off his shirt. Niall then took mine off as I straddled him and connected my lips to his. Niall took off my shirt and kissed my neck sucking and making sure to leave a mark. Niall unclasped my bra and laid me down,massing my boobs. He moaned and blew on my nipples making them harden. Niall began to slowly kiss down my stomach. He pulled my jeans and underwear down and threw them on the floor. I sat up and kissed his lips. “Take off your pants”I said. Niall pulled down his pants and kicked them away. I palmed him threw his boxer’s but he moved my hands. “Lie down baby” Niall said. I did as I was told and Niall’s hand’s roamed my body. He hovered over me barely kissing my lips. “I’m going to make love to you darling” Niall said taking a strand of hair and putting it behind my ear. “Then tell me you love me,say it” I said. Niall kissed my nose,cheeks,neck,collarbones then trailed down my arm. “I love you.. I love you…. I love you….” Niall continued saying it between each kiss. Niall got to my bandaged wrist. “I think your beautiful,everything about you” Niall said. I just watched his every move and listen to every word he said. “I could look at you all day and never get tired of you”Niall said. He pulled his boxers off and lifted me up as he went to place me on him until he flinched. “What’s wrong?” I asked. “Nothing my shoulder just hurts but ignore it” Niall said picking me up and sliding his cock inside me. I moaned as Niall thrusted in and out. ” I love you” I said wrapping my arms around Niall’s neck. He kept thrusting in a little faster. Mine and Niall’s moans filled the air. Niall kissed my collarbones. “I’m close” Niall said. I moaned as I came. Niall let out a huge grunt as I felt him cum inside me. we both collapsed on bed. I slowly drifted off to sleep.
