Im On My Way

I'm hoping this story will entertain y'all, help some of y'all get stronger, cause I know a lot of you people have dreams, we all do! It doesn't matter what you wanna do. Keep doing YOU cause you're beautiful just the way you are. It might relate to y'all, and I know that for a fact. Because I have a best friend that goes through this stuff. She's the nicest person ever! Natalie is the character of my best friend Briella , everything I say is what I hear everyday from her! And I have no clue why she says it, if she's one of the most beautiful and inspiring people ever! And she has a big heart, I hope you guys enjoy! (: -Xoxo

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My name is Natalie, Natalie Whiting, I'm not your average 'teenage girl'. We're supposed to be treated equally, and have rights, but I don't. It seems like I don't. I'm what you call your average 'loner' or 'fat girl', those are my nick names at school. 'Gorilla' or even 'Godzilla'. I keep to myself. I don't trust anyone except my mom, dad and best friend Alex. Alex has been my friend since I was in kinder garden, that was 10 years ago, it's summer now. We're going into high school this year... It's gonna be hell! More people to tease me, call me ugly, call me fat, etc. No guy would ever bother to be with me... I'm stupid, ugly, fat, worthless, I don't even know why I exist! Alex has always been the one there for me, she always know when something's wrong. That's why I hate trying to hide stuff from her! She just knows and gets it out of me. Tomorrow is another shitty day at school, a place where I get thrown into the bathroom and get kicked and punched by all of these sluts and hoes, their thongs seem to be too far up their asses! Stacy and her posse, they gang up on me for Stacy's likings, we used to be best friends, me, Stacy and Alex. But Stacy was offered a chance at popularity, and she took it, even if it meant hurting us, she offered Alex to be a part of it, Alex just slapped her and called her a bitch, cause after everything she had the guts to ask Alex to leave me..." Nats!" I heard dad call from down stairs. "Yes?" I yelled back. "You hungry? Me and your mother wanted to go out to eat?" He asked. "No! I'm not hungry, y'all go ahead! I'll be fine!" I yelled back. I pulled my iPod out and plugged my earphones in, the put them in my ear. I couldn't stop thinking of Brad. Yes, he's popular, he picks on me, he's made me feel the worst about myself, and that's only because he's been my crush since 4th grade... He's so perfect, his smile, laugh, even though I only hear him laugh when he says something mean to me, I quite enjoy it, his laugh, not the bullying. I'm just ready for vacation, I'm going to California! San Francisco! Im gonna be a californian for a week. My parents thought it was best to get away for a bit, I'm thinking of taking Alex with me.

*buzz*buzz*

My phone vibrated as I received a message from Alex;

Hey! How's your summer going so far?

I replied;

Pretty sucky! Hey, you wanna go with me to Cali in about two weeks?

Alex; heck yeah! I'm always up for Cali!!!

Me; have you even been there before?

Alex; no...

Me; that's what I thought! Lol, well Ill text you the deats in the morning, get ready! Good night, lex! -xoxo

I know Alex is a short name, but I still call her Lex, she calls me Nats. I guess it's just a best friend thing... That's so not true. I'm not even friends with the people that have their own nicknames for me, so I guess its an everybody thing. I'm just ready, ready to get away from all of these people!

*beep*beep*

My laptop went off .

I rushed to go get it, I knew exactly what or who it was!

Partyboy909; Hey, how was your day hun?

Babybee21; oh you know, the usual! Walking down the street, seeing all of my haters. I just can't wait to go to Cali in two weeks!

Partyboy909; Listen, don't let them get to you. You're an amazing person, even though I've never met you, or don't know your name, I still think you're an amazing person! I love your personality! And hopefully one day we'll meet, until then. Good night, love!

Babybee21; yeah, thanks, that means a lot. Good night!!! -xoxo

This is how it was every night, and just if you're wondering, I don't know this guy, the real him. All I know is that he's really amazing! And he makes me feel good about myself...

I closed my laptop and placed it on my desk. I walked to my dresser and pulled out some shorts and a shirt to sleep in. I was worn out, tired. I pulled my shirt off, then my pants. I looked at my body in the mirror, all the cuts and bruises, scars on my arms, my fat stomach... A tear fell down my cheek. I took a deep breathe and pulled my clothes on, I walked over to my bed and laid down, pulling my sheets over my body, and quickly falling asleep.

- Dream -

Someone was calling my name. I walked all around trying to find where it was coming from... It was dark, scary, it felt like someone was breathing down my neck. I quickly turned to find Brad standing behind me. I tried to talk. But no word came out... I looked over to his hands, and you could tell he was clenching them hard. He was mad, and sad. He had all of these emotions. My dream slowed down... His fist was heading right for my face, and I tried screaming. But nothing came out! I was panicking, an that's when it hit me, he hit me...

- end of dream -

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-xoxo ❤