The new teacher .

Early bird catches the worm 3.0

... Oh my god I can't believe I just got away from that.
I'm soar and bleeding . I walk to the bathroom and sense it is during class I'm alone .
I clean up alittle and go in the secret lounge for girls behind the last bathroom stall .
I lay on the bright blue couch and watch alittle tv. I still haven't texted Jacob back .. Should I ? I think to myself .
I mean what does he want to do at 8? Sex again?? Hell no . Or hell yes ? I'm confused .. I'm so soar already but damn it felt good . It's hard to decide . I'll just meet him at 7:30 at his house ... So I'm early in case he wants to go to dinner ...

The sex was so intense.

After school I ride home with my friend Sara . She has lived next to me sence I was little .. I get in the shower and pick out a new red dress . I spend an hour curling my long hair . And another 30 minutes doing all of my makeup .
I hate to brag but I do look pretty good .
When I arrive at 7:30 I walked to the house nervously . I knocked .. No one answered . I knocked again ... No one answered. I walked around to the back door . As I'm walking a catch a glimpse of the window . My heart wrenches . It aches so bad that it physically hurts. Tears start to roll down my face .
I had just caught mr. Jacobs in bed with some girl .

He didn't see me , all though I wanted him to know I saw him . I walked home in the rain crying . Jacob starts to blow up my phone around 8:05
" where are you "
" call me "
" can you still go ?"

" I don't think we can talk anymore Jacob ." I reply

" what why .. I planned for us to go to this new club that opened ? " he said

I reply and say " you know exactly why , the last time I come over a few minutes early .... Or just come over at all. Just leave me alone ."

He never replied ... About 20 minutes later he knocks on my door . I really don't want to answer it . I feel as if he doesn't deserve it .

I Answer and he starts to cry , he tells me he has never loved anyone the same ... That she was his ex girlfriend and she came drunk and through herself on me .

" oh yeah well it looked like YOU. Actually through yourself IN. To her . Lol what a coincidence" I say .

He keeps on and keeps on but I never let my guard down . He leaves and I go to sleep. I have school in the morning anyways .
I go to bed and turn my phone off .
That's when I got this text .

" in my office 8 am tommorow . " FROM MRS. T
Once again .... My heart sinks .

I wake up and this sense of depression comes around me . I don't do much I my hair or my makeup or clothes . I feel so helpless right now .. To top that off I really don't even care to go to the principals office . I'f she knows about Jacob then oh well who cares . I don't care about life anymore . Why should I?

I ride the bus to school and u arrive early so I go ahead and go to her office .
" ah sit down ms. Stevens " she says

" Ok " I say and sit down .

" what did you and mr. Vince talk about yesterday . " she asks

"Not much , just showed me the difference in the energy levels ." I reply

"No one can find mr . Vince , Paige .
He left yesterday after our confrontation  and didn't return this morning. I want to know where he is at , his brother in law said a lot of things are gone from his home ." She says .

My heart instantly aches . Where could he go ? Why ? Why didn't he tell me where he was going ? Is he ok? I start to tear up because I know it's my fault .

Instead of crying I choke out the words ..."  I don't know where he could have gone or why he would have left ".

" okay well Paige , if you can think of anything please come back and see me " she says .

She waves and I exit .