There were a few awkward moments in which nobody moved and stared at Rosalie and Bella expectantly, as if Rosalie were to just bite her in the living room in front of everyone.
Bella finally snapped out of it, grabbed a hold of Rosalie's hand and pulled her with her up the stairs into the room where they had been only moments ago making love to each other. She sat on the edge of the bed and waited for Rose to do the same but she remained standing a bit stiff in front of her.
"Are you really sure Bella? I would take you and run away with you, take you to safety. I hope you know that. I don't want anyone to make such a drastic decision for you and we both know that Alice's visions aren't always accurate."
"Rose....Rose, stop. I want this, I've always wanted this. I am an awkward and clumsy human with no real friends and no idea what to do with my life. That has always been the case so for me to become a vampire, a part of your family is the best thing that ever happened to me and I want to be able to make love to you for days because I can't get enough of you. I want to wrestle with Emmet and have a deep conversation with Jasper without him constantly worrying or there being someone else to ensure my safety."
Rosalie seemed to calm down at all those facts and finally there was this incredibly beautiful smile that lit up her face.
"You want to make love to me for days? Aren't you kinky?"
Bella couldn't help but let out a loud laugh. Of course out of everything she just said her mate would pick out that single line.
"Okay, so how do we do it exactly?"
Rosalie smiled warmly and instructed her to just lay back and make herself as comfortable as she could, then she kissed her deeply and let small kisses wander from Bella's mouth along her jaw and down her neck until she reached her pulse point. She kissed it gently before she bit down. Her sharp teeth pierced the soft skin like a sharp knife would cut through warm butter. At first there was the slight pain one would feel when one would have a vaccination, then a slow burning warmth began to spread through Bella's veins and when Rosalie detached her fangs from her neck the ever burning flames everyone had described prior to her were licking in her veins.
Rosalie stared down at her beautiful mate and waited for her first agonized scream to tear her heart apart, but the longer she waited the more she felt dread trickle down her spine. Bella wasn't screaming. What if she had done something wrong, what if she had just killed her mate?
Before panic could settle in completely, Jasper and Alice rushed to her. "You did nothing wrong Rose, she is indeed changing but the pain is not as tormenting as it normally is. Also there is a faint glimmer of defiance I can feel from Bella. She won't allow herself to scream because she knows how that would tear you apart."
Rosalie wanted to believe his words, she truly did but the hollow words of her mother, that she wasn't good enough, that nobody would ever want her and that she always managed to destroy the beautiful things in her life came back to taunt her in her head.
"She will be absolutely gorgeous as a vampire Rose. I've seen you two hunt together, she is one of the most graceful vampires I've ever met."
"Really?" Now the slight shiver of hope grabbed hold in her heart and wasn't letting go. She tried to envision Bella as one of them but it seemed impossible for her to become even more beautiful than she already was. The fact that she would obviously add strength and stealth to her new body made her appeal even sexier in Rosalie's mind. Not even Emmet's taunting about her literally drooling over her mate would stop her from admiring Bella. Now she only had to wait for her mate to wake up. She had to be strong enough to sit by her side the whole time, she just had to be.
While Rosalie sat by worrying and refusing to leave Bella's side even if it was just to hunt, Bella found herself in an angry raging inferno that just wouldn't budge. At first she thought it might dull over time because that's what every pain did, but after some time she realized that was not going to happen. The burning even seemed to be getting worse and increased around her heart until every single beat to keep it going was a fight. She knew it would stop eventually, make her a vampire just like Rosalie and the rest of the Cullen's but that didn't really help her cope with the unbearable pain.
When the fire combusted in her heart, taking its last beat with it Bella couldn't help but let out a scream. All the pent up agony vanished with that earth shattering scream and when it was over and she finally opened her eyes again she knew it had been worth it. Right next to her with a steel grip on her left hand was Rosalie, venom tears pooling in her eyes which were almost as black as the darkest of night.
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