How Great Love is (Zayn Malik Love Story)

Chapter 6

He muttered as he walked out, pushing past me I stood there motionless. I felt it in the pit of my stomach again, but this time it wasn’t guilt, it was like my heart had just been ripped from my chest. It felt like the world stopped turning, and just caved in. Did he walk out of my house? or on me? I prayed this wasn’t the end of us. I couldnt imagine life without him, the past six months had been the best in my life, he helped me get over so much. He helped me trust again, my dad used to hurt me and then one day just left me, so getting to trust a person was a difficult thing for me, but he was an exception. He was the one that told me it’ll all be okay, and it always was, with him around I felt safe, like nothing could hurt me. All my troubles subsided when I was in his embrace, and now his gone. I slid down the wall behind me before crashing onto the floor bawling my eyes out, my phone buzzed in my hand, but I wasn’t in the mood for conversations with anyone at the moment. So I threw it to one side, as I layed on the carpet, and forgot the world. I felt my eye lids grow heavier as I fell tired. I was awoken by my little brother tugging on my shirt, my cousin Charlie had picked him up. I was so happy to see her face, she was one of my closest friends and I felt I could tell her anything, so I did. I told her my whole situation. Explaining how I had met Zayn, and really liked him, but broke Luke’s heart in the process. She tried giving me some advice, however she was biast towards Zayn because she’d always had a crush on him, and she never really liked Luke, she said that older boys never knew how to treat a girl, she always told me to stick to boys of my own age but I never listen.

She suggested I work things out with Luke, then see where it goes. If it still wasn’t working, fall back on Zayn. But I dont want Zayn to be my option, he was either my priority, or my nothing. I couldn’t do that to him. The whole situation was breaking me. “If you’re in love with two people, pick the second one. Because if you really loved the first, you wouldn’t have fallen for the second” She had a point, but I loved Luke. Zayn was just an attraction, I can’t give up the one I love for an attraction? But working things out with Luke was easier said than done. He was just as stubborn as I was, that’s one thing I couldn’t stand about our relationship. Our personalities were so simular, simetimes they clashed. It always caused tension between us. Luke and I will never be 100% happy, that’s just not us.

Zayn’s POV.

I sent her a text hours ago, why hasn’t she text me back yet? Did I say something wrong? I went through all my messages, re-tracing my conversation with her. I dont think I said anything to hurt her feelings? I checked her twitter, no tweets for a while. I guess, this is one I’m just gonna have too wait for. I went out to see the other boys; to keep myself occupied. “What’s wrong lad?” Harry asked looking at me with thurrowed eyebrows; he knew something was up. “Nothing” I replied “well, the girl whos number I got, was texting me, we were back and forth all day, and now she’s just stop-“  I was cut off by my phone buzzing. I snatched it out of my pocket.

“Hey, sorry about the long reply, had some problems going on x”

“FINALLY” I screamed “what?” Harry asked. “oh.. erm..nothing dont worry” I replied. “Someone’s rather strange” Niall said. “Says the one who orders 2 cheeseburgers and nuggets; with fries at McDonalds?” He stared back at me, un-impressed with my statement.

“Hey! oh thats okay and aw whats wrong? :( x”

I sat, and waited for the next reply which wasn’t that long at all; my phone buzzed almost instantly.

Eerm, well my boyfriend & I are going through a rough patch, I can just feel it ending :( x”

Boyfriend?! Shock running through my veins, if she had a boyfriend why on earth would she give me her number? I was so confused, I had never been in a situation like this. So I spoke to Harry about it.“Look, Zayn, you can look at this in two ways, one: she has a boyfriend, I’m gonna back away, and give up on a girl I actually care about. or two: she’s going through a rough patch, perfect time to be the shoulder to cry on. The second one makes alot more sense, she said herself she see’s them ending.” “Yeah, I supose.” I replied, he was right. I do really care about this girl; it wouldn’t be right to just let it go.