My Secret Love. (COMPLETED)

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WARNING: Graphic scene!! Read at your risk.

After dinner, Harry walked me up to my room. I opened my door and invited him in.
"I had fun, thanks for asking me out."
I said shyly.
"No problem." He said as he brushed his hand across my thigh.
Butterflies swarmed my stomach.
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Then, he leaned in and kissed me.
His perfectly smooth lips touched mine. I kissed him back. He grabbed me and picked me up and took me to my bed and sat me down. I started unbuttoning his shirt as he looked at me...
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I wake up and check my phone and it says 8 o'clock. I look to my left and there he is laying in my bed. God no. Did we... Oh no. I sat here thinking to myself. Then Harry sat up and said "Good morning." I pulled the sheet over me and said, "Yeah, good morning!", And raced to the bathroom.
I looked into the mirror and thought how could I have done this. I walked out and grabbed some sweatpants and a sweatshirt. I put my hair up in a messy bun and brushed my teeth. I went back out and Harry was sitting there on his phone. He turned over and said "Come here." I went over and sat on his lap and rapped my arms around his neck. Secretly I hated myself for what I did. "That was fun last night." I looked at him with wide eyes.
"I meant dinner.", he said and chuckled.
"Yeah, I knew what you meant.", I said nervously.
"So listen, I told my friends that I would go over to there house, so.."
"Yeah, I'll just get dressed and leave."
I smiled at him and he got up.
15 minutes later Harry as left and I'm heading out the door. I'm sitting in the taxi thinking, he doesn't know he was my first.
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Yes, I know this was kinda graphic and short. But it made since to all be in one chapter.
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