The Life Of A Teenager

My life so far...

Dear readers,
Welcome to my sucky life! You will be reading about a lot of personal things like...well, my life. Thank you so much for taking your time to read my story. Enjoy!
Sincerely, Jennifer
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2/4/16
Hello diary!

My name is Jennifer. Here's some random facts about me...because y not? My favorite color is purple, orange, and definitely not pink. The only time I would choose the color pink is when I can't find a color that matches with purple. And purple matches with a lot of colors.

I have an older brother, Lee, a half sister, Isabel, a dad, Kent, and an evil step mother, Angie (maybe not that evil...). Angie isn't the best person to be around... She quickly judges people by their looks and first impression. Me and her is ok. We have our days, but I can handle her, she can handle me. It's a win win really, or a lose lose. She gets me ice cream, I be nice to her. She throws away the most important thing in my life, I take things away from her. Either way, I don't like her much. Her and Lee? A lot worse than me and her. More like 'I don't talk to you, you don't talk to me' kind of deal. She absolutely hates my brother, and I hate that about her. He tried so many ways to get along with her, but she pushes him away as if he's a fly bugging the crap out of her.

And now, to my past. My past was very...well, hard. My parents got a divorce when I was 4? 3? I don't really remember... And about 4 years after (if I was 4 when they got divorced) my mom passed away. I remember the exact date and time. Lee and I still have no idea what disease she died from, but from what I heard, it was a common one for Japanese women (which she was). I'm not going into details because I might start crying and it's 9:50 right now.

So let's start talking about school. School has never treated me like a female dog... Or as other people call it, a bitch. In fact, I loved school. I get to get away from my step mom, see my bffs, Marie and Rose, and learn about stupid things we really won't use when we grow up.

I'm going into how Rose, Marie, and I came to be. Not too long actually. I came into the school in 4th grade and Rose road my bus. That's how we met and became bus buddies. I was friends with Danielle and Katherine during school, and did little shows called Bob and Tom show. Danielle was Bob, Kat was Tom, and I was always the extra/guest of the show. I miss doing those things with them... We still talk (Kat is in the band with me) but I miss being their closest friend. Back to the real topic, Rose and I became best friends when we entered middle school (5th grade is considered middle school in our school Corporation) when Danielle and Kat split. With Marie, it was pretty simple. She came in at 7th grade. I don't know what caused her to come into the group of 3, but she joined us and stuck ever since... I have more friends that know me better in the band, but these 2 are the ones I hang out with during school time. And because most of the band kids are in high school, not middle school...

I'll probably tell you more about my life later on, but here's the reason why I'm even writing them... I have this wonderful thing called depression. I don't have it bad, but bad enough for me to think about harming myself. I honestly think that it's because of my mom and brother, but some may argue.

Well, I think that's all I'm going to write for today... I'll try to write tomorrow!! Bye bye!
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I wanted to thank all of the peoples that actually read this and thought this was interesting. This is based off of my life and feelings,so please don't write any negative comments. Thank you!!
Jennifer