[ ONHOLD ] The girl dressed in FAT suit

Part 4

Sorry for the late update. Been away from the writing mood lately and was busy watching dramas. Here's the new update written in my new work place (or should I say attachment-work place).

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Part 4

'click' 'click'

The sound of keyboard clicking filled the whole classroom. Today we're having computer studies and were busy tryping for replies. Mr. Halt gave us permission to try the internet connection today, so we can use it and chat. We can also surf the internet of we want to. It's one every month free lesson period where we're given the opportunity to play around in the class.

'Ping'

Sadrianne: Hey! I heard you like someone from our class. Who's the lucky guy?

Jenn: Hey! I heard you like someone in our class too. If you tell me yours then I'll tell you mine.

Sadrianne: You got me! LOL. Let's just hope it's not the same guy.

Sadrianne: It's the guy on your left ---

Jenn: Who? Alex.....?

Sadrianne: Yeah. He's so dreamy and so cute!

Sadrianne: Let's not get too far away. Who's your guy?

Jenn: LOL. I never tought he's dreamy. For me he's just a quite guy who gets along with me.

Jenn: If you insist... it's Amali

Jenn: Keep it down low. I don't want him to know.

Sadrianne: 'Kay.

'Hey Jenn. I heard you have feelings for Amali. You think you're a match with him? HAHAHA! Please! You're not even on the nearest level to him. You're in the bottom!'

I could hear Denise and her fellow gang laughing. I never tought Sadrianne would tell anyone. I tought I could trust her with this. As I enter our classroom, someone hurried pass me and shoved me aside. I stumbled down to my knees.

'Huh! You think you have the right to have feelings for me?! Why don't you look yourself in the mirror first before doing it. I will never date a fat and ugly girl like you. There's many cuter girl around. Even if you're the only girl left, I will never EVER date a fatty.'

I could feel my ears reddened with embarrassement. My head swirls with despair, my sight blurred and my body shivers. He knows! Amali knows that I like him. How could Sadrianne do this to me. I thought she was my friend. How could she annouced to the whole classroom?

As I sat there in the state of shock and agony. I could sense the rest of the class starts to enter the classroom and grabbed their seat. I could feel them staring at me, laughing at my state.

What should I do now? I grabbed my books scattered on the floor and ran out to the girl's toilet. I rushed into one of the stalls, locked it and cry myself out. My books scattered everywhere on the floor and my uniform's sleeve wet with tears.

'knock' 'knock'

I ignored it.

'knock' 'knock' 'knock'

'Go away!'

'Jenn! I know your in there. Open the door and let me in. I heard what happened in your class. Come on. Open up.'

'NO! Go away Kate. Leave me alone.'

'No way in hell! Open this door now or I'll smash it down!'

Now everyone knows what happened today. How am I supposed to continue my studies? In defeat, I opened the lock and let Kate in. She embraced me in a bone-crashing hug. If I'm not so depressed right now, I would teased her for it.

'How could that bitch sell you out like that?! I won't forgive her for this. Don't worry Jenn. I'll make her pay for what she had done to you.'

Kate hold me tighter as I cry myself again. She told me how everyone find out about it. Sadrianne had copied all our conversations and posted them to everyone in class. She also told me that she lied about liking Alex, saying it's just a bait to make me confess. She told me that when Amali read the post, he went berserk.

'Rrriingg!'

'That's the bell. Come on! Let's get out of this stall. It smells here. Dang! Look at you. You're a mess!'

I followed her finger amd look down at myself. I sure do look messy. My uniform all wet and my hair sticks out on the weird places. My books all scattered on the floor. Why should I let a guy make me this way? I should've have given up on myself just because a guy dissed me.

Fixing my hair and straightening myself out. I smiled at Kate.

'Thanks for rescuing me Kate. I don't know how long I'm going to stuck in here if you didn't came to my rescue.'

'No biggy Jenn. You'll always have me by your side even with all those monsters running around.'

We laughed. Kate helped with my books.

'Let's get out of here. No guy can make me miserable. Only I can! But I'm not going to let me be this way much longer for that guy. I'm going to show him that I can survive this world. I'm going to show him that I can succeed in my studies and career eventhough I'm fat.'

With that determination set on my mind, I get myself together. Kate grabbed my hand and pulled them up in a victory.

'Lets show him that you WILL survive. First step, getting your face washed and hair fixed.'

Kate searched her bag for her hairbrush and fixed my hair. After a while, I look much better than before. Now I can face all my classmate with more confidence in myself. I won't let them shun me any longer.

With courage and Kate by my side, I can enter my classroom and take my seat. Then Kate went back out to get to her class. I can still stand my ground with Kate's absense.

However, the laughing and words they said starting to make its ways into my head by every passing minutes. My protecting shell could not bear the attack any longer. By the final bell, I rushed out and make my way home.

Luckily there's no one home at the moment. My brother's still in his school and both my parents still at work. I ran towads my room - threw my bag and books aside - and gets under my covers. I covered myself and snuggled on my pillow. With that done, I started to cry again. I can't help it. Their fierce words broke through my shell and crushed me to pieces.........

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'Jennifer Harold! Straightened yourself and get ready. You're going to be late!'

This dream again. I always get this nightmare on the first night of the first day of school.

'Okay mom! I'm up.'

Sigh. If I don't answer she'll get up here with a wooden spoon and hit me.Everytime it's the same old dream. I could feel dried tears on my cheek and my bed is messy. I must have rolled myself around my blanket and tossed around the bed last night. Lucikly now my bed's big enough for me unlike the time I started my studies in Japan. The bed was so small for me then.........

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Hey ya! That's all for now. Hope tomorrow there won't be any work ike today so I can write another chapter.

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