Anarchys child - a sons of anarchy fanfic

Dead to me

6 months pregnant
Alexis p.o.v
I groan as I finish vomiting ... Morning sickness is unbearable  it's so horrible !
I stand up and look at myself in the mirror frowning. My baby bump barely noticeable I HAVENT EVEN HAD TO TELL MY FANS YET
You couldn't even tell that I was pregnant because my manager had just been getting my stylists to give me oversized shirts and high wasted shorts on stage.

I was interrupted  by a knock on the door "lex we just entered charming!" Paul called out "thank you" I answer throwing on a sons hoodie and pulling on some shorts and nikes tying my hair up in a messy bun.  I had to cancel the New Zealand leg of my tour due to the fact that I need to see Tara for a check up and also ...  Half sac was killed while protecting Tara sadly as I do my basic makeup. Halfsac was lovely towards me , always looking after me and Tara  I sigh  as I feel the bus stop "now or never"

I walk off the bus and see jax first he looks destroyed .. When halfsac was killed Tara was tied up and Abel was kid napped  my 8 month old nephew was gone... "Jackson" I whisper  and he clings onto me for dear life "Gemma doesn't know yet ... Tig is protecting her a few miles out there's a warrant for her arrest ... Alexis I can't do this. They took him they took my son" I frown deciding wether to let him feel pity or snap him out of it "hey , look at me" I held his face in between my hands "we are having this funeral and we are finding my nephew at what ever costs I will not go back on tour till you know where Abel is okay?" He nods and I kiss his cheek "where's hap?" His face goes blank "his sleeping"  I instantly know that isn't true

Flashback (3 months pregnant)
"Happy what's wrong?" I question through the phone and he stays silent for two minutes before answering "nothing baby .:. Be safe .. Keep our baby safe" and he hangs up
End flashback.

I shove past jax and into the club house all the boys look up and go to greet me but then see the look on my face "hey Alexis how's tour how have you been" juice says grabbing my shoulders and guiding me over to the bar. I look over my shoulders at the dorms and see ima walk out wiping the sides of her mouth smirking , seconds later hap walks around the corner. Zipping his pants up  I pick up a beer bottle flinging it towards him and he dodges it last second "you asshole" I shout. And he looks at me with a blank stare  obviously forgetting I was coming back today "Alexis" he walks over and I back away "don't touch me" he glares and goes to grab me "it was just head babe" he says defensively "you're so disgusting who the hell do you think you are!" He frowns and shake my head crying "I warned you happy , I told you no and you still done it" he doesn't say a word and I push past him "your dead to me"

I place a single white rose on the coffin and frown slightly "sleep easy Eddie" I walk out and sigh seeing soldiers and club members everywhere I spot hale across the street I sigh walking over to him "David" he smiles softly "Alexis , how are you" I frown slightly "worried about able , what sick bastard takes a 8 months old baby" he nods and Hugs me "I'm sorry for everything I hope we can still be friends Alexis?" I kiss his cheek "always hale" he smiles at me and suddenly the sound of gun shots echo and a car comes speeding towards me "ALEXIS!" I hear hap shout. It all goes in slow motion the car speeds towards me and suddenly I'm pushed out of the way. David shoots at the car and gets run over "DAVID" I scream and rush to his side he looks at me in pain and then his eyes close and his stops breathing "no no no" I cry trying to wake him up Jacob hale jr. Pushes me to the side screaming for his brother and I stumble backwards this is my fault he was trying to save my life this is my fault. I see jax get dragged off one of the shooters he sees me and shoves them off rushing to my side pulling me into his arms " I got you , I got you" he whispers as I cry into his chest "jax we need to get her to the hospital" I hear hap say desperately suddenly I'm in haps arms and his carrying me bridal style to the van "it's okay baby it's okay"

But nothing was okay , nothing was ever 'okay' in charming