The Neutral Letter (The Letter W)

Perfectly Breakable

I keep breaking, but always pull back together.

Is it not enough to let me fall?

No, you push me instead;

I desperately wish for an end.

Why must you push my every boundary?

You tug at me, then leave me to the bitter winds.

It still isn't enough.

(I'm not enough.)

You trick and toy with me,

I forgive far too easily.

Why must your eyes be ever so deceiving?

Why do your actions leave me grieving?

Why is it that you keep leaving?

I thought I was beautiful in many ways,

but you bring me down in past hate

(Your current concern and care cause my ache).

I cannot be there with you again.

Each time your intentions are proven false,

I am shamed.

Your prodding didn't stop you;

I was still abandoned in the cold.

Nothing you say can change that.

Though you thought that you had a chance,

I've heard more of you.

I know of your fowl intentions again.

You will never get what you want out of me,

so please, please let me be.

Do not kiss me another time.

Dare not take my hand again;

I can't stand the thought of your bind.

Though you look at me with passionate eyes,

I know your actions lie.

Feeling sickened now; you truly crossed the line.

Hurt and confusion over take me,

there never was hope, nor was there love.

I just believe in the unreal.

I forgave you far too easily this time, 

but that doesn't mean you're forgotten.

I shall not let you in again.