Where was I?
Four months since you're gone,
I strive to stay strong.
My conscience speaks in my ear-
Why isn't he here?
You were my best friend,
oh what made it end?
My honorary brother,
You knew me like no other
You were there when my life hit the floor,
I thought I meant more
I assured you that when it mattered I never would cower,
But where was I, in that fateful last hour?
Where was I to guide you from your clouded view?
Fuck; I miss you.