I Will See You Again... (Janoskians Fanfic)

>>>>Depressed<<<<

It's been four months since I've seen Hayley, This tour is world wide and might really take a year. I miss her so much, Every chance I get off I try to go to see Hayley but always have to stay back for practise's or meet and greets. I haven't got to see her in so long and I'm missing her like crazy "Luke?" A voice rings in my ear "Yeah? What?" I ask looking up at him "Ahhh... Show!?" I stand up then grab a mic and wait for my cue "Are you okay Luke?" Jai asks me "Yeah... No" I look back at the ground "You miss Hayley?" He asks "Yeah" I reply then wipe my face and run onto the stage. Maybe this can get Hayley off of my mind. 

###After the show###

"That was sick!" Beau says slapping me on the back then pushing me into the car. "Macas?" Skips asks looking around and getting nods and shouts back "Luke?" Skips says pushing my shoulder "Go away" I reply as I lock into my phone "Okay, Okay" He says as he signals for us to drive to Macas. I go into messages then start to type one to Hayley.

To Hayley<3,

Hey babe, Is now the time to come to see us? To come see me?

I wait for a reply. But nothing comes through for a while so I just decide to order a Big Mac "What was that all about?" I turn to see James looking at me worried "Nothin" I say then go to get into the car but get pushed back my James "You are never like this after a show! What the hell is wrong!?" I sigh. If I don't tell James then it could get bad but if I do tell him then everyone else will want to know. Spit it out. I tell myself "It's two things and there both about Hayley, One, I miss her so much that i'm actually getting depressed. Two, We haven't told the fans that were going out so Mum keeps trying to hook me up with people. She says that if all you guys have someone then I should too" I finish then climb into the car and wait for the others when James comes in and sits next to me "We'll ask her to come see you then anouce it at one of our shows, You know in person" I grunt "Already tried that, I just texted her and---" I get cut off by the buzzing of my phone ,

From Hayley<3,

Sorry babe I'm just too busy at work:( It wont be long until we see each other again! 2 more months remember!!! xox

I forgot to tell her that it's gonna take about a year! I knew I felt like I was hiding something... How am I gonna tell her this? I slink back on my seat and smack my head "Wooh! Luke whats wrong!?" Beau says grabbing my hand and stopping me from hurting myself "I forgot to tell Hayley that were gonna be on tour for a year not 6 months!" I start to tear up "Dude! Your never like this! You never cry at tiny things and you are never ever like this after a show! Just try to forget until the tour is over, Okay?" I don't know how thats even possible, Forgetting about my beautiful Hayley but I know that Beau is right. If I want to enjoy this tour and make my fans happy then I need to put in some effort and try to put Hayley aside. 

###Hayley's POV###

I hate keeping secrets from Luke, And this one Is really killing me. I mean I feel so bad from keeping it from him but I know that It's going to help Luke. I back my last bag and lay it down on my floor, I stare around my room and see that it's almost empty. I need to pack lots sooooo... Suddenly my phone buzzes I unlock it to see a call coming in from Luke. "Hey" I say as I listen to quiet chatter in the background "Hayley!" They all shout at the same time, I laugh "I miss you guys too" They all laugh "Ha sorry" Luke says then I hear the phone being pulled around and Luke trying to get it back "Hey Hayley, When are you coming down to see us?" Jai says and I sigh "Guys i'm sorry but i'm just too busy with work you will be back in LA in 2 months and by then I should be able to make some time in my roster to come and see you guys" Theres a lot of silence then Jai speaks again "Ummm, Hayley Luke needs to tell you something" Oh no this is bad, This can't mean anything good "Hey It's Luke" Luke says a little shaky voiced "Yeah, hey" I say back getting worried all over again "So, You know how the tour is going for 6 months" He says and I nod "Yeah?" Theres more silence then he speaks again "It's going to go for a lot longer now, As in this tour wont be up until 8 more months" My mouth drops open and I cover it with my hand, Tears in my eyes "Hayley?" Jai says "Yeah" I reply "Are you okay?" I hang up the phone then lay down on my bed crying and crying until I can't anymore. I know that crying wont help and that I need to go to where I was going to in two weeks, I grab my suitcase, Grab my car keys and walk out the door to my car. 

###Luke's POV###

"She hung up" I say to the boys as they put there head down "It's okay Luke, I'm sure she's fine" Jai says "Yeah" I reply and put my head on the window just wanting to go home so bad and cry it out. "Okay" Jai replys then shuts up. I don't want to talk to anyone but Hayley at the moment I miss her so much I am getting so depressed. I try to get her out of my mind but every time I try to she just sneeks herself back into my mind and I start to cry, It's so weird that a guy like me is crying because I have it all. I have amazing friends and  an awesome fan base! But the truth is, Without Hayley I'm nothing. Just a person with a incomplete life, Without her i'm so depressed and lonely. I need her, And hopfully she needs me too.

Heya, I hope you liked. I don't have much more to say so bye!!!! xox Maddy