When I was little, I always used to be so happy on my birthday. My birthday felt like a magical spell that made me feel so great. My birthday was my favorite because when you're little you can't wait to get older. I remember being disappointed because my age only went up by one, only once a year.
My life just seemed to be so perfect when I was young. So blissful, and I always felt happy. I was surrounded by what I thought were the best people ever. It all seemed so cliché, but of course I didn't care. I didn't give a care in the world about anything. My family, and the environment I was surrounded in made me feel so good about myself.
And I loved caring about nothing. I never had to feel all of these emotions, I never had to worry about anything. The only time I felt emotion is when I either fell or I got in trouble.
Throwing temper tantrums are a normal part of a kids life, after all what's a kid with out a temper tantrum. But after a few hours I didn't even remember it. I just moved on with life.
I had everything I needed as a child. I even had way more than I needed. My parents provided everything I needed, and probably almost everything I wanted. Even through tough times with money situations, I got what I needed. I had a roof over my head, food in front of me, a school, clothes on my back, and toys to play with.
I didn't realize that many kids I was surrounded by didn't have as much as I had. I never realized it and honestly that's how it should be. I didn't have to worry about that stuff, that's what my parents and other parents were for. They don't want to put anything on a kid because you're too young to be exposed into the real world. It's too much for a kid to handle, even though they wouldn't understand it.
There's nothing to be self conscious about and there's nothing to be worried about when you're young. Your parents take all of your worries away and sometimes they are worried about your worries. You don't even think about what you look like or nothing of the sort. My eyes, my lips, my face, my height, my weight, my sexuality, I never even thought about any of those things. I didn't even know what some of those things were probably, which isn't a bad thing. I shouldn't have known.
