We met at the most special time of the year, but we never had slow –mo. We never nailed at each other's gazes when our eyes meet but my attention was caught by you. You never run after me and get my name but I was dying to know yours. Yes, we had another chance to see each other but you never looked forward for that moment like I did. We never really had a special date because it never crossed your mind: the idea of you, dating me but it was my fantasy.
You will never be that guy in the movie who stares at me like the whole world around us is stopping. You will never be that guy who thinks that I am the most beautiful girl your eyes have ever seen. I know that you will never come running down every road just trying to reach for me. You will never be my perfect prince charming who would sweep me off of my feet. You will never surprise me with a big teddy bear and a bunch of roses while serenading me with your friends in the school parking lot. You will never be my knight in white shirt and ripped jeans that will show the world that I deserve to be a part of your life; that I deserve to be loved by a guy like you. You will never love me as much as I love you. You will never have unrequited love for me but I do. But I will never be that girl destined for you. I will never be that pretty, rich and popular girl that you always dreamed of. I won't stand out in crowds and I don't have that worth the second look kind-of-face. I will never be that girl who would keep you late at night. I will never be a part of your world as you have been mine. I was out of your zone. I'm just here being the smallest star that will never be a part of your galaxy. I would settle looking at you in the farthest places. I am still grateful to you even if you never gave me forever because in this world, at some point, someone unconsciously taught me what love really is. You may be my "never be" but I know someday, someone will just accidentally bump me in the coffee shop and everything around us are stopping and we will slowly stare at each other and found love in each other's eyes and he will be dying to know me and run after me to get my name and he will going to ask me to sit and talk for awhile.
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