I am Sean Jay Lopez . May nais lang akong itanong . Naranasan nyo na bang nabago dahil sa isang tao na hindi nyo alam na magiging parte pala ng buhay nyo ? ako , oo ... naranasan ko na yan . dati , laging nang-aasar , ngayun , caring na . Noon , manhid , pero ngayun , sensitive na . Noon , takot magmahal , ngayun , handang-handa kahit masaktan . Naranasan ko lahat ng yan , nang nakilala ko si Yel . Ang babaeng pinakamamahal ko . ang babaeng nagpatibok ng puso ko , ang babaeng bumago sa buhay ko . <3
September 23rd
she was crying when I saw her on the beach last week . And she threw a necklace to the sea but when she left , I picked it up .. I can't help to wonder why . and , sino kaya yung babaeng yun . she seem so mysterious to me . when I saw her cry , i felt like , my heart broke into pieces . why did i ever felt that ? does this girl mean something to me ?
I usually laugh at girls who cry . but this is too strange . at only this time I didn't . that girl changed something . I was just looking at her glittering tears and her really lonely eyes and it seemed like , it changed everything in me .
December 23rd
nakita ko sha sa Mall . I was about to approach her , but a guy went first . I guess that was her boyfriend . pero , ang tawagan nila ... "BEST" . She turned around . Then she saw me , but she looked away . she looked , unhappy . Her heart was still broken , I can still see it in her eyes .
January 1st
nakita ko sha ulit . this time , doon na sa park , naghihintay ang lahat nun ng fireworks . pero , hindi parin sya masaya tingnan .
Nagputukan na ang mga fireworks , hindi parin sha masaya . kahit isang smile man lang , inabangan ko buong magdamag , pero ,, wala eh . sana magkita kami ulit .
June 3rd
lilipat na kami ng bahay . sa Salma ville na kami titira. may mga bagong kapitbahay . bagong , mga tropa , bagong school narin . naku , class na pala next week !
June 10th
first day of classes . May mga bagong classmates akong nakilala . isa na run si , Jeff .
ang bago kong best friend .
: uy pare , canteen tayo . gutom na ako eh . tara , libre ko na pag-sumama ka .
: talaga lang ahh . malakas akung kumain .
sa canteen ...
she was standing right in front of me . mga , 10 feet away . and she waved her beautiful red hair . she's ... she's ... she's so beautiful ...
: May problema ba ?
: ahh ,, wala . . ang ganda mo .
: ano ?
: ahh .. wala Yel . nabagok cguro ulo nito kanina .
: cge . mauna na ako .
: Wait ,, ...
ahhh .. san ka pupunta ?
: ? kailangan mo pa bang malaman ?
: ahh .. sori .. hmmm ... ako nga pala si
: Sean . oo , alam ko . classmate tayo diba ? I was seated at your back . don't you recognize me ?
: ahh .. actually i do .. i really do . pero , bakit ngayun lang kita nakita ?
