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voice's in my head

a/n so hears the new chapter and u r lucky that i took my laptop to france with me or this wouldnt have been up till wednessday at the very least i have also changed some stuff at the start of the story so check it out. i was woundring if any of you wounderfull wattpaders out there would like to make me a new book cover it willl earn u my entire gratidued, also a dedication and i would make you into one of the characters in my book so plzz make me a book cover *puppy dog eyes*

alice xx

Chapter five

Previously

He turned over to look at me before leaning towards me closing the distance between us and kiss me and I....

....I kissed him back I think I surprised him I surprised myself but when he kissed me it made me feel like I could fly corny I know but it’s sadly true my mate is the world’s biggest player. Then it suddenly hit me...

...omg omg omg there is a good chance that I'm hyper ventilating no Blake can't be my mate he can't be it’s not right he’s not the settling down type of guy it just not right its bad its very very bad.

“nicks, Nicky, Nicole are you okay your talking you always talk you never shut up it always means something’s wrong if you don’t” I heard Blake say he then started tapping my shoulder getting harder each time

“Blake that’s not nice” I whined I actually whined that’s a first ahwell I know it’s very attractive isn’t it but it’s all part of my charming character. I am a charming character aren’t I? I'm good looking sarcastic whiney do I need to keep going I think not. I have just realised something I'm having a conversation with myself in my mind and that doesn’t make me crazy at all does anyone else talk to themselves... anyone.... nope just me then. Then from somewhere in my mind a new voice joined me and that is what at this moment in time is worrying me more than the fact that there is a big possibility that I have gone completely crazy. Oh back to what that voice is saying “Nicole are you having a conversation with yourself?” a voice asked

“Noooooo ...” I replied to the voice obviously lying this person or creature or whatever they are didn’t need to know I was going crazy did they now “... what makes you say that mysterious voice in my head” I then continued smartly

“The fact that you have been quite for five minutes now and that must be a record for you” said the now extremely obnoxious voice

“Well for your information you creepy weirdo that is in my head would you mind getting out I'm having a crisis hear and you’re not helping.

“Nicole it’s me Blake...” said the voice softly “I know your freaking out that I'm your mate but don’t worry about it, it will all fall into place we will even speak to James tomorrow but for now I got to go and patrol for the rest of today for that creep Chris who tried to hurt you oh and nicks you were all ready on your way to being crazy and also you are not as good-looking as me” he said getting cocky at the end

“BLAKKKEEEEE do you mind... Haha do you mind and you’re in my mind ah I'm so funny you do get it don’t you? No umm well okay as I was saying before my hilarious joke will you get the HELL out of my mind your being mean and don’t deserve to be hear” I mind shouted all of a sudden angry

“okay I know where I'm not wanted but before I go I should tell you this Nicole baby you have brought a new meaning to the word crazy” and with that his voice started retreating out of mind leaving me shouting after him

“Do not start with the pet names Blake Daniel Matthews and yes I went there” turns out the last part was said with me talking to myself again oops