The Way

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It was a regular day in London, cold and rainy. Perfect for staying inside. I never understood the concept of romantic rainy days, but now that I live with my best friend, I can almost understand it. Without knowing, Phil and I have cuddled together while watching an anime. My arm was around him, and he was cuddled into my side. I looked down at him and blushed. I shook my head and breathed. When I was with Phil, I felt something strange. I felt like my head was spinning, and I couldnt breathe or that I was speechless or I jumbled my words together. It was so confusing, the way he made me feel. I had never felt anything like this before; the sheer feeling of shakiness or the way my knees get weak around him. I shook my head and sighed. He looked up, "Dan are you okay?" I looked into his big blue eyes and smiled, "Yeah, im alright." He gave me one of his toothy smiles and turned away. I felt my heart flutter and looked out the window. I felt something grab my hand. I pretended not to notice, but slowly glanced down. A pale hand was intertwined with my own. I looked at his face and saw that he was blushing. I smiled to myself and looked back up at the TV. I knew that he was looking at me, but I just kept looking at the screen. I glanced down after a while to see him falling asleep. His eyes were closed and his breathing was slower. Without realizing it, I started running my hands through his hair. He was so cute when he slept. Wait. Did I just call my best friend cute?! No, no I couldnt have Im probably just tired. I shook my head and closed my eyes. All I could imagine is his sweet azure eyes and his soft black hair. My eyes shot open. I carefully got up, trying not to wake Phil in the process. As I walked in the kitchen I facepalmed. I cant believe that I thought those things about my best friend. I looked back out at him and saw his boysenberry shirt lifting up slowly as he inhaled, then go back down with a slight breath out. I sat up against the oven and put my head in my hands. After a while, I jumped as I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up into beautiful blue eyes. "Dan?" "Yeah?" "Youre crying." I put my hand to my face and felt a warm wetness, "So I am." He gave me a look and said, "Yeah but why?" I shrugged, pretending not to know, but I knew deep down it was because of him. Because of the feeling im hiding. The feelings that I wont admit I have. The feelings of love. I looked back up at Phil and grinned, "Thats a good question mate." He reached over and wiped the tears from my eyes. I laced my fingers with his and looked away, obviously blushing. He put his fingers under my chin and tipped my head up to look at him. As he started moving closer i shut my eyes. His lips softly brushed mine and then we pressed our lips together. I opened my mouth ever so slightly and he slipped his tongue in. As we continued to kiss, I gently bit his lip and he let out a breathy moan. He pulled away and started to kiss my jawline. I felt my pants grow tighter as he moved his soft lips to my neck. He started sucking my neck and I gasped. He knew all about my neck and now he's using it against me. I let out a breathy moan as he moved down to my collarbone. I felt him nibbling on it and gently sucking. I pushed him away and pulled off my shirt to give him more access. His mouth was right back on me. He traced my collarbones with his tongue. Before he went lower, he looked up at me for permission. As blue eyes met brown, I nodded.