Chapter 1: Tousled hair and the medium sized shirt
"UGH!" I say while Matt keeps poking my shoulder. "Wake up Maxi!" I was on their tour bus on one of the mini beds. "MATT!" I yelled. He started laughing and sat down on the couch on the side. "Haha c'mon Maxi we are almost to Cincinnati!" Matt had said. "Well wake me up when were there asshole." I said in a hushed tone. Josh came off his bunk and stumbled to the mini fridge. He took out a coke zero. "Morning Maxi..." He said slightly irritated. I didn't say anything because he's squinted blue eyes woke me right up. My eyes drifted to Josh, in a long stare.
"Oh... Maxi.... Never knew.." Matt said sarcastically. "SHUT UP MATT!" Mike was on the bottom bunk and he hit his head on the railing from my infuriating yell. "Oh! Mike you ok?" "Um what? Yea I guess." I laid back down and started thinking about Josh. He looks so cute in the morning. His blue/blonde hair is tousled here and there and his blue eyes are more crystal. Uh if only I could feel his lips...
|Josh's Point|
The first thing I wake up to is Matt bothering Maxi. Which was bothering me. I didn't want to seem that I was madly in love with her, so I rarely looked at her. Her reddish hair gentle swift over her right eye which is very green. That's all I looked at considering I was tired. So I just got a coke zero. I said good morning to her but she said nothing, I was a little confused... But I had that warm feeling in my stomach.... It felt nice....
"Maxi c'mon we're here!" Ian yelled. "OK!" I yelled back. I put on my Three Days Grace shirt and black skinny jeans. My hair was getting to that curly state again so I just left it like that. I put on my small boots that had little studs on the sides. I noticed that this shirt was too big, it was medium. This is Josh's shirt... It smelled so much like him... It was like I was hugging him. I grabbed MY Three Days Grace shirt and headed out. I was walking right by Matt's side in front of Josh. Matt was nudging me behind to be near Josh, but I hit him in the shoulder for him to stop. We were at the stadium and I was behind curtain watching Josh make his 'beautiful' entrance. His voice made my eyes water, and I didn't want him to stop.
|Josh's point|
Her great body made my heart flutter. She walked so gracefully. Matt kept pushing her back near me, but I assumed she didn't like it because she punched him in the shoulder. I want to tell her, but I think she likes Matt, I mean she always talks with him, always walks with him, but I don't know exactly. I always want her to smile so very time were on stage I make a ridiculous entrance. Just so I can see that beautiful smile.
Josh and very one else just got done the concert and I myself was beat. Right when we got on the bus I flopped on my bunk. Ian had about 3 monster drinks so he can drive about 3 hours, and then Mike takes over. Chicago is our last stop and I can't wait for it to be just me and Josh.
Chapter 2: Eyes on you
It was the next day and Matt again was bothering me. He kept bringing up that I liked Josh. But he said it very quietly. I still am mad about him bringing it up. "Um guys.." Ian said hesitantly. "What?" I replied. "Jessica Lee can't make it." Josh quickly sat up. "What?! We need her for Good to you!!" "I know Josh, we're trying to find a replacement." Ian said lower. Matt started to say something so stupid "Hey, I think Maxi should take Jessica's place." My eyes wided and I was about to hit Matt until both Ian and Josh were staring at me. "Can you?" Ian asked. "I-I-I don't know. I'm not that good." "Please Maxi!" Josh pleaded. "Well, I guess..." I said regretting my answer. "Oh great!" Ian said. "You'll do awesome!" Josh added. My checks were turning red.
We were in Chicago and I put on that red dress and a gold necklace. I straitened my hair and put on some light make-up. I looked, hot! I walked out of the trailer after everyone else had gone. I walked backstage in Josh's dressing room. "How do I look?" I asked him. He lifts up his head and his expression showed amazement. "Um, uh," he couldn't find any words. "You look beautiful.." I tried to hold back a smile, but it turned into a little giggle. Josh stands up and walks closer to me. "I'm not joking," he says while grabbing my wrist. "Now c'mon!" He pulls me out near the stage and tells me to wait. While Mike, Ian, and Matt came Josh was praying that this concert will be great, like he does before every concert.
After Desperate Measures and All to Myself I was up next. Someone made the announcement that Jessica wasn't able to make it. Then he said my name "But our replacement for the night is Maxine Fieldmen." It was a good crowd, considering they were clapping when I came out. I sang with Josh! It was amazing, singing with, him. Oh it was wonderful. I almost sounded like Jessica; which to me is a good thing.
|Josh's point|
Maxi was taking a long time. I couldn't wait so I went out of trailer with the rest of the people. I waited for about 10 minutes until Maxi just walked in asking if she looked good. Her hair was so silky. Her body matched the shape of the dress perfectly, and her green eyes opened more than usual. I couldn't find words, she was beautiful. I actually said that to her. But I covered it up by grabbing her wrist and pulling near stage. But then her voice. Oh my god it was beautiful as well. I was about to choke up on stage. I know a little stupid, but I mean she was great tonight.
Chapter 3: soft touch
There was a party back stage after the concert. I went, but left quickly after I saw Josh with a very pretty girl. He looked like he was enjoying her, a lot! I went right in the trailer. I assume Josh was worried because he came in. I was already out of my dress and into something comfortable. "Why aren't you at the party?" Josh asked. "I just don't feel good." I replied. "You know, you were really good out there." He said. "Thanks..." I said quietly. "Seriously what's really wrong?" "Nothing?!" I said almost breaking out in tears. "You know when people say that, it means something, so c'mon cough it up." He said nicely. "No! Josh if I tell you, you'll think I'm stupid. You'll think I'm weird." I said with a tear coming down my check. Josh was about to say something until someone came in. "Heyy Josh babyy.." It was that girl I saw at the party. "Oh, hi Lily." He said awkwardly. "Aren't you coming back? I'm missing you a lot." She said as she was rubbing his chest. He moved away and said "I'll be there, just go." She left, I was happy she was gone. He looked at me, more tears came down my face. "Hey hey hey don't cry." He said as he was hugging me. "C'mon now tell me. I won't think your weird, and I won't think your stupid." I looked up from his chest. "It's that, that girl!" Josh was very confused. "You mean Lily? What about her?" He asked. "The way she was touching you, the way she was talking to you set off a period of pain and rage to my stomach." "Oh..." He said quietly. "SEE! I told you!" "No no no Maxi! Please!" He yelled. He grabbed my shoulders and looked into my eyes. "I don't like her ok?" "You seemed like you were enjoying her, a lot." I added. "Because she was nice, like you." He said back. He went on "You're very nice, beautiful, smart, funny, and brave. Maxi... I," "I know you just wanna be friends I get it!" I interrupted him. "Maxi no. I." He stopped talking and looked into my green glossy eyes. He leaned in closely; he was very close to my face. I closed my eyes. I felt his soft bottom lip and top lip on mine. It started to compress more together. We were kissing. We were kissing more and more. He was taking off his jacket and grabbed my waist. Our bodies were so close together it didn't feel hot inside. We were kissing and walking near the couch and he was laying on top of me. The kiss was becoming warmer and warmer.
Hours passed; those hours were amazing. Not only did that happen but more and more. He was more than a singer, he was more than a nice guy, he was mine. Josh looked into my eyes once more and said "I love you Maxi." Then he lightly kissed me. "I love you too Josh. I love you too."
