His laugh echoes through my head 24/7. I can't stop thinking about him. The thought of him really being me gone hasn't quite hit me yet. It's been a week since I lost Kyle. I miss him so much. It was all so sudden too. I never got the chance to say bye to him or tell him that we were going to have a baby. Oh how he would have been so happy. I don't know what I'm going to do without him.