The Man Of Many Secrets

Mixed Emotions

I don't know what I was thinking! What am I doing here? I couldn't help but ponder on the fact that I am helping people in the same position I was. It was a scar filled event and too many emotions not even I could handle.

I was a mess! I still am but this is all because of the nurses job I got. It caused me shell shock plenty of times that I had to be a patient in the same hospital I worked in. This was useless.. I was useless!

Being here made me feel as if my past was here to dwell upon me. My spine palpitated uncontrollably forcing the room to gyrate and everything go dusky and my thoughts, uncommunicative.