**flashback** It was a dark cloudy day, dad was coming back from a business trip and mom was cooking dinner in the kitchen humming to a song on the radio. That's when we got the call... i picked up the phone and handed it to my mom. I came back to my room and then i smelt something burning i ran to the bathroom to see my mother frozen at the stove and on the phone all i hear is hello ma'am are you there?" I grabbed the phone and i started asking what happened; "Mrs. Robyns i am sorry to tell you but there was a plane crash on the only flight to Scottsdale there were no survivors." i froze and couldn't believe what i just heard i dropped the phone as i fell to the ground i Had not one blank thought in my mind. I had the feeling i was going to cry but i wont come out, my mother then began to hug me and tell me that she loved me after that the tears started to come i cried till there was no tears left. That night i layed next to my mom. then i had the strangest dream i was on the plane with my dad and i saw the plane falling out the sky and then on the P.A system i heard the pilot "i'm sorry please forgive me" as the plane came crashing towards the ground i began to wonder what is going to happen and then that single split second i woke up. My mother was shaking me yelling at me to "wake up" so i did what she said. When i went to my room i saw memories of us; memories of when i was a kid, when i was 10 I just couldn't bare the feeling anymore so i ripped all of the picutres down and just cried till there were no more tears to cry. about 20 minutes later my mother came to the room to help me; she said " Mariana Analyse Robyns, you are a beautiful young woman i'm sorry dad had to die but you cant be living like this it isn't healthy i want you to get help mañana yo te voy a llevar a un grupo psicología y vas a alojarte me entiendes?"
"yes" i said with a smirk on my face
