I'll Still Love You ⇻ariyama [OneShot]

[OneShot]

Yamada's POV

[The Bold Words Are The Translated Lyrics]

Looking up at the night sky, dodging the blurry light

The night I met you, I stared at the sky, knowing that you are seeing the same sky as I am.

We can no longer rewind to that day, to no longer see that sadness.

When you told me about him. Takaki Yuya. When you told me you loved him.

It hurt.

I spent the rest of the day crying at home, but you didn't know.

I'm searching for my emotions through the glistening downtown.

I don't know how I feel.

I don't know how to feel.

You ask, "What are you doing?" through a phone call and laugh.

You treat me like any other friend, little did you know how much I love you.

"I'm happy for you... Bye."

Seeing you go out with Takaki-kun.

Seeing your precious smile, I won't say anything.

What I can do, is to wish for your happiness.

Bothering to tell you that I have feelings for you is too troublesome.

I don't want to ruin our friendship.

The dreams you and I shared.

We both wanted to be singers in the past, what about now?

Have you forgotten?

Even if the stars never fall into my hands, even if we never meet again.

"Do you want to see a movie tomorrow together?" I asked you, waiting eagerly yet anxiously for your reply.

"Gomen, Yama-chan. I have a date with Yuya tomorrow. Maybe another day." you told me.

In order to forever preserve that smiling face, I will wish for the fire that holds my feelings for you to disappear.

Maybe this was wrong.

Maybe I was stupid.

I no longer need that sadness, within my closed eyes.

Every night, beads of tears drop from my eyes as I lay on my bed, thinking of you.

See? There's a whole new fire lighting up your pure white figure.

Takaki-kun will bring you happiness.

I, on the other hand, will just suppost you silently.

"You're so beautiful, congrats..."

That hair that is styled to perfection.

That outfit that compliments your eyes.

I love every part of you.

You will be flooded with happiness, while I will be watching over you gently.

I won't make you sad.

I will make sure that that smile of yours is always on your face.

The collection of the dreams you saw, will fall lightly into flower bouquets.

Your dreams.

They will come true.

While gazing at your walking figure from behind, my tears surface.

Protecting you.

You might not realise I'm there, but you just have to stay happy.

One day, you'll be spending all your time laughing.

You and Takaki-kun on a date, enjoying yourselves, while I watch from afar

It's what I wished to the fire.

Your happiness.

The feelings that shower over me are just like tear drops melting off a candle

Endless tears stream down my cheeks.

I'm praying to the flickering fire.  for you to remain happy.

I'm sacrificing my time and happiness for the person I love.

And he doesn't know.

From far away, from my heart, it's what I feel.

As long as you're happy, I am.

That's why when things get tough for you

If Takaki-kun dares to do anything bad to you...

I'll send this fire over your way, the fire that's been up until now.

Filled with all my feelings.

Praying for your dreams.