Here's The Truth

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My name is Kyle Matthews, I'm sixteen years old, I'm in high school. Today was my first day in eleventh grade and.. It was okay. I'm sort of scared, I met this guy and he was really cool but he was really loud and I don't like loud things. His name is Archie Verbeck. He said he just turned sixteen a few days ago and he has bright green eyes with this really awesome blue hair. Since I'm giving out appearances I'll tell you how I look: I have hazel eyes that have a lot of green outside of the pupil, my hair is jet black ( some people call me Jet because of it ) and I'm really tall.

So when I was talking to Archie I got the feeling that he was gay and he was making me feel that way too but I think my meds were just making me confused. He kept running his hands through my hair and leaning close to my face. He even licked my ear once! I don't really know what to do I'm really confused because I felt like I liked him but now I feel scared of being gay you know? I need to calm down but I don't know how. I don't want to tell my dad because he'll get more meds for me.

While I'm on that topic I need to inform you that I'm on a lot of medications for a lot of different things. Most are for depression, some are for anxiety, and others I've completely forgotten what they are for. I have a lot of scars on my wrists, I wear long sleeves even when it's warm to hide them.

I don't have many friends but the ones I do have are really awesome and I love them a lot. I'm going to a club later with my friends and Archie is going to be there too. I know we're under aged but I know someone who works there and he always lets us in. I don't usually drink a lot though because my dad gets really angry and he's scary like that. I don't think I'll be hanging out with Archie alone tonight either. I just don't think I'm gay.

At the club, everything was going really great. I even think Archie and I are best friends! I found out he has depression too but always acts happy so he could forget it for a while. He told me it only works sometimes though.

"So, Kyle, tell me about yourself," he asked

"What do you want to know?" I replied and took a sip from my Mountain Dew.

"Hm.. What are your interests?"

"I like to read.. A lot."

"That's cool, what do you like to do in your free time?" He questioned.

"Anything fun," I smiled.

"I can be fun.." He said and kissed my cheek and rested his hand on my thigh.

"I'm not gay," I said quickly.

After that I think I hurt his feelings because he left without saying goodbye. I feel really bad and tomorrow I'm going to apologize. I think Archie is really cool and I want to be friends with him. He has pretty eyes..

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 23, 2013 ⏰

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