I see Gemma and Anne
Come running in
"Joanna !"
Gemma says
"Is he okay .."
"He's in surgery now but he lost a lot of blood ."
"Oh Joanna .."
Anne says as she hugs me
"Harry has told me so much about you and you know Gemma but we've never properly met .."
I explained to them what happened
"Oh god .."
Anne says
"I know .."
I see a surgeon walking up to us
"Miss.styles ."
He says to me
Anne and Gemma look at each other confused
"Oh no no no I'm just his....his..friend.."
"Oh alright well Harry is doing fine in surgery well be closing him up soon ,he has a minor concussion ."
We waited I watched as hours passed from nine to ten and from ten to eleven
Then I see the surgeons bringing Harry back from surgery
I get up for my seat
They place Harry on the hospital bed
"How is he ?"
Gemma asks
"Well the next twenty four hours are crucial he might not wake up right away ...he's lost a lot of blood he's weak and we are pumping him with new blood now so he'll be alright but for now he's okay so just hope for the best ..."
He starts to walk out the door
And stops
"He is very weak so you might want to brace yourselves for the worse , his wounds are alright ,but he might be in pain when he wakes up .."
I could tell that the doctor was even thinking he might not wake up
Anne and Gemma go to call Harry's dad
I sit by Harry's bed holding his hand
I just sing songs to myself the ones he's written ..the ones he loves..songs from stones
I sing quietly
As I watch his heart beat on the machine
"Listen Harry it's almost midnight and all I want is for you to be okay ..just be okay because I can't live without you now that I've had you I can't not be with you.."
I watch the tv and see the ball slowly dropping
"10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1"
"HAPPY NEW YEAR !"
I hear everyone say outside if Harry's room .
"Happy new year babe.."
I say as I kiss Harry on the cheek
And I sit back down on my chair
Gemma and Anne come into the room
I leave them alone with Harry
I go to the cafeteria
Remembering the last time I was Here for Lizzie and dad
