chapter 1

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Hi I'm Jenna I'm 15 I'm lost in a world where I wasn't me to be I'm at grant high school and people act they own you with me I'm just the chick who gets A's and keeps to myself nerd. The only girl who gets me is my best friend Ashlynn she has been my best friend since the second grade. We talk about running away and just live off of money we've saved and by ourselves a apartment but since we can't I just have to live here for now.
"Hey nerd, writing in your journal again cause you don't have any friends come on let me see what you wrote." "I'm lost in a world I don't belong in .... Blah blah blah get a life looser. Oh and you have 3 history papers to get done tonight."
I see ashlynn walk around and shove Kris "watch where your going dick"
I laugh at what ashlynn did. The only thing worse other than those popular kids is Ashlynn without her coffee. "I think what you write in your diary is amazing. Don't let them ruin it." She said. I hugged her and whispered in her ear "when can we run away?" "You still want to do that?" She said
"I want to run away and just do what we promiced each other. The only thing I want is to leave and never come back here." I see ashlynns face and then a group of girls walk to her "if you want to be with us you have to give up that hideous nerd of yours." Said the cheerleaders.
"Ashlynn?"
She mouthed 'goodbye'
I grabbed my things and ran outside crying. All I have left is my journal my parents are at work no,no I can't go now I'll wait longer. Why is everything of mine going down hill. My friend chose popularity over her best friend. I will never forget that.
Dear diary
Today I lost my best friend she chose popularity over her best friend popularity over promises
Popularity over anything I thought we were best friends there is nothing for me to do other than run. Run from my life I don't need this don't need drama or to be alone in highschool. I've been bullied most of my life adopted, always kept to myself, and rich. People think I should use the money to get through life but I decline money. I don't want it I need to rely on myself not the bucks.
At lunch I sit where I normally sit in the back of the lunch room with ashlynn but, I sit by myself now.I try and go talk to her but she just says "Jenna we can't be friends anymore I don't want to hang put with a looser a nobody I can't believe you had that stupid idea to run away this is the end of our friendship just go away and never talk to me again better yet don't even say my name. Goodbye Jenna." I feel the tears welding in my eyes. I was ready to cry. I wasn't ready for what she said it hurt me so bad I just left school. I didn't walk home I stayed and waited outside tell the end of the day. "Hey hun how was school?"
"It was fine can we just go home." I demanded
"Is everything OK Jen?" "Mom just leave me alone I wanna go home." My mom didn't talk the whole way, neither did I. I started to cry. Enough for my mom to see I was crying. My mom thinks I'm here best friend. I'm not her friend I'm her adopted daughter she doesn't know what I'm dealing with, because I don't talk to her.
I sit in my bedroom sobbing I couldn't think of one word to write in my journal. I scribbled out every time I wrote something in it. If I can't leave right now then when can I?
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