~Louis' POV~
Three weeks have past since I saw Harry for the first time. Of course I have seen him a few more times and I really enjoys these hours. Hadrian is one of best friends now, but I don't kiss him. Only if Harry takes over and I understand that.
Hadrian is doing great in the x factor. People like him because he looks a lot like Harry. If they only knew...
The most horrible part now is that I can see Hadrian's body tatter down a bit more every day. It started with a small cough. Now he can barely walk, his voice is weak and he just looks like a living corps.
It's a good thing that there are no shows for a while. I don't even think he'll make it to the next one. I'm preparing myself mentally to lose my new friend and my lover again.
I really feel sorry for Hadrian. It isn't his fault that Harry's soul moved to his body. He had a whole life in front of him, with his loving family and friends. Now he's going to die.
coincidence... It's just another horrible term. Maybe it was just coincidence that it had to happen with him, but I believe more that God is a dreadful person.
People always told me that things happen with a reason, that God didn't want things to happen without a reason. He controls everything that happens to us, so why would he do such thing as this? is all the sickness and mean people he created not enough?
"Are you still sad about what happened four weeks ago?" Zayn suddenly asks. I'm sitting in his flat. I visited him hoping that he would cheer me up. And if he didn't, Niall would, since he lives here too.
"What kind of question is that?" I ask him. "Aren't you sad anymore?" Disbelieve is written over my face.
Zayn looks at his lap in shame. "I'm sorry. That was a stupid question." Then he looks up to me. "What I mean is that you're still the most depressed out of us all."
I huff.
"It was going better, but it you just went back to being like in the start." Zayn continues as I don't answer. "I know you loved him, but why was it going better than?"
My head snaps up at his words. "How do you know that?" I ask. I'm pretty sure I did't tell him that.
Zayn sighs. "Liam told me." He admits and I make a mental note to myself to speak with Liam later. "But I saw it myself too, Louis. The way you looked at him. The way you acted when he was around. I don't think you realised it yourself, Louis, but Harry was your world."
I let my head hang down so I'm facing my lap. He's right. Maybe I was a bit obvious with my actions.
"Now please Louis. Explain why you were getting better. Why did you stop being happy again?" Zayn asks and takes hold of my hand.
I sigh again. "You wouldn't believe me." I say.
Then Niall comes out of the kitchen. "I heard your conversation." He says and sits down next to me, so now I'm in the middle of Zayn and Niall. "Try to explain, then we'll see if we believe you or not."
I smile at him. At least they're going to try. I really appreciate that.
"Do you know Hadrian, from x factor?" I ask and continue as they both nod. "Harry's soul moved into his body together with Hadrian's soul. Three weeks ago I saw Harry. He talked to me, hell, he even kissed me and told me he loves me, but he also told me something else. About how two soul will die if they stay in one body. Harry is dying again and so is Hadrian. He's my friend now. I don't want him to die too. I don't want Harry to die again!"
I'm crying again when I finish my explanation. I can't take it again.
Niall wraps his hands around my body when he sees the tears on my face. Zayn grabs my hand a bit tighter. Those are small gestures, but they calm me down a lot.
I love my friends. They're always there for me.
"I believe you." Niall whispers in my ear.
Surprised I look up at him. "Really?" I whisper back.
"Really." He says. Then zayn turns my head at him.
"I believe you too." He says and smiles at me. "It all makes sence now."
I smile at the both of them. They really are too good for me. "Thanks guys." I say and wrap them both in a tight hug.
We sit there like that for a minute until my phone rings. I take it and pick up.
"Hello?"
"Louis? Hadrian is in the hospital."
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I'm sorry that it is short.
Only two or three chapters left I think. I'll see
xx Lisa xx
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