Janaes P.O.V
1, 2, 3, 4 deep cuts. Cuts making the blade make a vibration of paper being torn in half.
5, 6, 7, 8 cuts. Enough pints to make a small puddle. Making sure she hid the blade from her mother was the hardest thing, her mother knew every place in the house making it dangerous to hide the blades.
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Tuesday, 28, 2015
Hayden's P.O.V
"STOP, STOP, YOU CAN STOP NOW!!!" Brian yells at me because I was sitting on his back while I was reading his text messages
"This one says, come on baby, I know you want it. This one says, just give it to me already? Um, huh, do you have really healthy relationship, cause it sure sounds like you to are having sex"I questioned in a curious tone
"Yes, I have a healthy relationship and no, I'm not using him for sex, were just hormonal teens itching to get it on."
"So having sex"
"Ugh whatever, I...love...him" he said in long syllables
"Whatever you say Brian, whatever you say"
We head out of him mansion and head to school since it was 8:15. I see Janae by her locker, putting her backpack in front of her and she puts her science, math and social studies textbooks and stares at me, I smile at her and wave my hand back and forth, she looked at the ground, blushing with a slight smile, I grin shyly and watch her walk to science.
"Ooh, someone's in loovvee! Haha, it happened, I always knew this would happen one day"
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Wednesday 29 2015
Janaes P.O.V
One cut, two cuts, that's it. I get up, clean the rest of the blood off and go downstairs. I see mommy talking to daddy as she was washing the dishes. I go towards Owen who is listening to music, I slap his head so he gets my attention.
"What the, oh hey Janae" he says as he gives me a disgusted look
"I'm sad right now, I have a crush on a boy at school and he smiled at me and now I can't go to him cause I think that will scar me from going to him! So that's why I wanted your attention"
I ran upstairs and go into bed and started crying. I thought about everything, my graduation, my dream job, moving out, losing my parents, and or losing myself.
I get up into my bathroom and take a bath. I check to make sure the water is what I want it to be and undress. I stare at my cuts and started rubbing my thigh against them. I slowly enter the warm water and look up at the ceiling and close my eyes. I then slowly and ever so gently dip my head in to the water taking last look at the world, that's when the world went dark
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Hartjer: a classmate fanfic
FanfictionJanae was a high school cutter who had a very hard time fighting depression. When she discovered that her first crush, Carter was moving away, Janae was forced to face a hard living life. Until she discovered the inedible. A boy named Hayden was dis...
