The Newcastle Project

Don't Go It's Not The Same When You're Gone

Niall's POV

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Alice and I go into our room. I've missed her so much I can't look away from her not even for a second. She walks in the room and looks around in awe. I smile and close the door behind us.

"It's beautiful." She whispers.

"I know something that's prettier." I say while wrapping my arms around her. She blushes and laughs shyly.

"Me too." She whispers and turns around in my arms to look at me.

"I've missed you so much Niall. You don't know how hard I cried." She says and lays her head on my chest. Her hand has a tight grip on my shirt.

"You don't know how much I've missed you. I didn't sleep for days after you were gone.... I just couldn't..." I say my voice shaking.
She lifts her head up and looks worriedly at me.

"You didn't sleep? Be-.... because of me." She murmurs. I nod and feel a tear making it's way down my cheek. She sees it too and leans in to kiss it away. Then she burrys her head back into the crook of my neck.

"I can't believe I'm able to hug you again. I've missed it so much. I've missed you so much."
I pull her as close as I can.

"Alice please don't leave me again." I whisper with my face burried into her soft hair.

"Niall I don't want anything more than staying here with you, but.... this is crazy. I have my family and friends and school I can't just leave all this behind. Why do you even like me I mean-" She starts speaking after she pulled away, but I can't contain myself anymore and lean down to softly lay my lips on hers. I close my eyes and enjoy the electric feeling that runs through my veins as she moves her lips against mine. I pull her closer to me by her waist and she lays her arms around my neck. My heart starts speeding up as I feel her melting into my arms. Then I slowly pull away after a few seconds of heaven. We both pant heavyly and I lay my forehead against hers.

"I need you Alice. I'm not myself without you. Please stay." I whisper my lips touching hers as I talk. She has her eyes still closed.

"Niall I need you too." She says and tries to even her breath.

"Will you stay?" I ask again and kiss her forehead.

"I can't decide that now. I can't think straight with you here. Can I tell you tomorrow?" She asks and I chuckle a bit.

"Of course let's sleep." I say kissing her forehead again and pull her to the bed. "Do you want to change her? I promise I won't look." I say and laugh a bit. She laughs too.

"What a gentlemen, but I will change in the bathroom though because I have to get ready anyway." I smile and nod. I get the T-shirt she wore when she was on the tourbus with us out of the wardrobe and hand it to her.

"Here you can sleep in that. I couldn't wear it when you were gone." I whisper again.

"Thank you." she says blushing again and looking at me with big eyes. I just smile at her. She smiles back and goes into the bathroom. I start changing as well. It doesn't take long and she storms into the room again still in her dress.

" Hey could you help me with the zip I can't reach it." She asks and turns her back to me and pulls her hair onto one side. I gulp and carefully pull the zipper down. It reveals a lot of her back and I can't help but look at it.

"Thank you I'm gonna be back in a sec." She smiles and runs away with her hand on her chest to keep the dress up. I smile to myself and then change into some new boxers and a T-Shirt to sleep in. Then I turn the light on, on the nightsand and turn the big light of. The bed makes a loud noise as I let myself fall onto it and it wiggles a bit underneath me before it stands still again and it's silent in the room. I see the door carefully open and Alice peeking in.