Nobody knows who I really am.,nobody knows what I really hold inside there's this guy you think he's happy an enjoying life but in the inside he's lost an surprised while dying inside I don't know I'd I'm dead or still alive I mean I've always felt dead but I'm dying real slow but fast at the same time.,I get depressed/empty but never show it instead,I just stuff it inside an put on a show like I'm a character ready to go on stage, but with in time I ain't gonna lie it's hard to put on disguise so I just stare at my empty soul though my eyes though the tears I poured on the floor most of the time it's harder cause crying isn't enough an talking seems to attract more fake people or people that don't understand an think I'm crazy....,so I gotta pick up that blade an began to lay a story on my skin I'm not trying to die no no just trying to live an feel human an alive again...........😞
