My Bestfriend.

Middle School

Oh the wonderful topic of the misery of Middle School!!!! There is more details between 5th and 6th grade (summer, I don't want to go into that because I hate those memories. This is about me and Blade not some other guy who I regret meeting but life will throw pee balloons at you sometimes) I'm gonna go back to around homecoming time again. Blade was much interested in other girls other than me and was gonna ask another girl out that wasn't me. I mean yes it stung alittle but I'm always gonna have his back. So I was like go for it. Yes I wanted him to ask me because he was my bestfriend and because I still liked him, you could say I never stopped liking him. He was always there I might have 'liked' someone else but there was always that thought "what about Blade?" But anyways, he went to HOCO with some other girl...(idk if like, she showed up or what)
            So sixth grade idk what happened but one day Blade invited me over and I asked my mom and she actually said yes *•_•* I went over to his house met his mom and actually got to talk to her, saw Blades brother again!, and met his step dad. It was kinda weird going to his house because, he's a guy. I'm a girl and he's also my crush. So that was so awkward the first time. I tried to act as normal as possible but that didn't work like what so ever. He asked me to play call of duty with him and so he helped me try and get through like level one or something but every tin the controller vibrated I would scare the living soul inside of me mad I would like secretly so angry because I couldn't shoot! Like in my head I was soooooo agrivated at this simple game that it physically gave me a migraine. But when blade played it he would put the controller sensitivity on like 390 or something thing like if you barely moved it the whole screen would shift! IT WAS INSANELY AWESOME.