Used to Love You

       I was always that typical unpopular,nerdy and shy girl with only a few friends in my high school. I would always be sitting alone at the back of the classroom at almost every class I attended unless when I am with my closest friends.

                 One day a new boy entered during one of my  classes, this boy was a stranger to everyone as he was no ordinary boy that we have in this school. People say that he was rich and popular but rumors also say that  he was a douche. When he told me that I was his Jewel in his life, I set aside the cautions that my friends say about him and I fell for him immediately. His way of suggestion and his charm made all the girls in our school swoon over him and I was lucky enough to get a hold of him when I said yes.

    Everyday he would follow me around the hallways and during lunch time he and his friends would sit right next to our table. We proved that opposites attract as we follow the bad boy good girl cliché.

               Our journey of love was never that easy.Others would say that I should leave him for he was just using me for how smart I was and how resourceful I am to him,but I just ignored those rumors because I knew people were just jealous that we were together.

                After months of us dating I have realized that almost everyday he would always ask me to answer his assignments and frequently let me do his projects and this made me realize that those rumors were becoming into reality but still I still ignored those rumors.Everyday day that we were together he would tell me,"You are my most precious jewel in my life and no one can take your place," and every single day that phrase made me fall deeply inlove with him.

      A year passed by and our relationship was still strong and he still lets me do his school work.Everyday he would still tell me,"You are my most precious jewel in my life and no one could ever take your place".I have noticed that the rumors of me and him was a topic almost everyday since last month and one of my close friends told me to break up with him. Slowly I started to wonder if it was the right thing to be with him but still I ignored those thoughts.

                               Another month passed by and I started to realize that this relationship of ours was just to use my intelligence and all his feelings for me was all fake so I started to doubt if saying yes to him was the right thing to do.Everyday that month,anxiety would take over my body when I'm with or thinking about him but I just kept those feelings to myself and hid them from him and from everyone around me.
     
                  After weeks of contemplating wether to break up with him or not,I came to a conclusion to finally break up with him.One day I finally gathered up my confidence to tell him that we should break up.During lunch time I told him that we should break up,from a happy and joyful face it turned into a sad and gloomy face but I know deep inside that he is getting worried because now no one would do his school work.He told me why would I break up with even if he did not do anything wrong and I told him the reason.After our talk he admitted that he used me and all his feelings were FAKE and it meant that the line "You are my precious jewel in my life" was all a LIE and it made my heart shatter into a million pieces.Instead of shouting at him I just silently cried and went to the bench under the tree and I did not even finish my lunch because my appetite was gone.Later that day my mom asked me why my eyes were teary eyed and red,I told her that a boy broke my heart and she asked who it was and I told her it was my boyfriend,Brit.

           After we broke up we separated ways,he found a new girl to "love" and I continued my studies and tried to make myself a better person.

Oh, I forgot to introduce myself, my name is Indie.