I thought I loved him no matter what,
the butterflies stayed in the pit of my gut.
he spoiled me buying me jewelry and clothes,
I just knew one day he would propose.
He came home awful late one night,
He tried really hard to put up a fight.
so I told him I was going to bed,
He said, "Baby, come talk to me instead."
I didn't know what was in store,
Surely something I should've ignored.
Those blue eyes with a hint of green
was enough to drive me insane.
Walking up to him never minding to sleep,
he revealed a packet that looked very cheap.
"I want you to try some, it will make you feel free,"
He then injected the liquid that brought me to my knees.
I looked up at him his eyes full of lust,
this boy before me has my trust.
Everything is turning black, him nearly out of sight,
my body is growing weak, I have to put up a good fight.
Darkness overcomes me, no longer a beating heart,
I see images of my family and when my life was just a start.
I feel I'm being lifted, strong arms wrapped around me,
yet I still see my body, lifeless and so lonely.
I have no worries, no sadness or pain,
I was promised a pair of wings along with a halo to gain.
Is this what he promised, for me to be free?
Was his love as deep as mine, wanting him to be with me?
My eyes cast down, from the beautiful gates above,
I will watch down on all of you, a branch now complete with it's dove.
