Shattered Happiness

Chapter 17 : The bad news

I was so in love , drunk in passion and desire , but I had to go back , go back from where I came , go back to the devil I hated . 
But my mind was somewhere else , my own soul distracting me from my own body , I had no thoughts what was happening around , my mind was completely animated with only his sparkling eyes and energetic touch , his intensive breaths . 

* Flashback *

¬ His shimmering hazel eyes 
¬ His creamy and soft lips 
¬ His cozy and snug touch
¬ His big and large hands 

¬ His smooth forehead 
¬ His long taking breaths 
¬ His untamed kisses 
¬ His warm and tight hugs 


They way his lips drove me crazy , the way he would squeezed me , the way he made me feel my own long breaths , near to his heartbeat . 

His unbeaten smile , his sinful kisses , I knew they were wrong , but his magnetizing touch was so intense I couldn't keep myself away from his monstrous body and wicked soul . 

They way I was captivated , I way I was looking at his brilliant eyes , yes he was handsome . I couldn't take my eyes off him . I swear ! ........................................................

He was so envying ........ 

RUTH !!!!!!!

Yelled Aliza ! 

' Oh hello ' , said Ruth in an astonishing tone . 
'Eummmm Ruth ' , you are being called downstairs. 

HOLYCRAP!

I'm trapped ! , Okay I'm done ! , how can I be so ridiculous , Okay I'm done  ! , Ruth you're now dead ...
Already planning suicidal plans in my head . 
I went down , in a trembling voice , I bowed to Stella ' Yes ma'am , . 
' Ruth ! Pack everything !!!!!  ....... We are leaving . '
' But ma'am ' , 'no ifs and buts Ruth ! Do it ! ' 

' We are no more staying here , I'm selling this house , I got better palace in Cincinnati , C'mon pack everything , since long I wanted to quit , but you have to come with me , as you are my sweet servant ' . She told in a devilish voice . 

But , Stella don't know about me and Noah! , How I'm gonna meet Noah ?! I should try something ! HOLYSHIT ! 
But I cannot leave Noah alone , I had promised him ! 
JESUS ! HELP ME ! 
I was completely broken , crying eyes out while packing the stuffs , Aliza saw that I was not doing okay . 
She knew something was wrong , she back hugged me and I told her my special meeting , she felt such deep sorrow for me , and given me the most shitty idea of all time , but that time I had to utilize it , I was optionless !
I cannot leave my Noah in such terrible conditions , after all , I fell for him , for his blessing character and wild stuffs too . 
I liked him and loved him too . 
We perhaps became closed too fast , but I could see my own appearance in him , he was shining more than thousands of diamonds . 
I boohoo quietly . I loved him , with all my heart , with all his problems , his stress , his mute buccal cavity , I fell for his uncommon breaths , his major hugs , his determinate kisses which made me feel more than heaven in my own blood . It was perfect . 

I had packed my stuffs and got a hand from Aliza , it was the most beautiful time of the year , I felt magic in my skin . 
It was no mistletoe , nor Christmas that made me feel happy , but gosh ! I fell for someone me , the poor Ruth fell for someone who was bewitched from head to toe . 

¬ FLASHBACK ¬

Those lips driving me crazy , and slowly goes back and smile at me , I so want him now . His skin is heavenly sensual , beautiful and flawless . He grabs my hair , one of his hands on my cheek , I'm blushing , he pulls me on him , and kisses me more .  
His hands in mine , caressing each one of  my fingers while hearing the beautiful river that flew near . 
He puts his arms around me , and squeeze me with care ...... I was mesmerized by his acts he made me feel more secured . I was so hypnotized , I seriously can't take my eyes off him . 
His envying touch made me moan in such a soft way , his envying eyes made me greedy but it was nice . 

'  RUTH!!!!! '
* back to normal * shouted Stella ! . 

WHERE IS YOUR MIND ?! 
' Sorry ma'am ' . I wept again .