My life SUCKS

16

When you're 16 nothing goes quite right. Well that is if you have crippling anxiety and you're constantly depressed. Especially if you have those "super wonderful" suicidal thoughts in the back of your head. Yeah yeah, I say I'm suicidal a lot, and yes I mean it, but I'm too scared to do it. I'm not saying that I have no reason to do it, but you know, with anxiety it's really not that easy to do.
I think it says a lot when you're favorite lyric is "feeling super! Super! Super suicidal!" It's really bad when you always think you're going to die alone because all of your relationships ALWAYS end bad. Oh yeah, and it's great when your friends get tired of your shit and get up and leave when you walk to sit with them at lunch.
"You're really annoying."
"You have too many problems for me."
"I think you should get some help."
"Well if you feel so bad then do it, stop fucking complaining and just do it."
When you're 16, everything goes wrong, no matter who you are. And well, that's just how it is.