Guilt
The sad guilt eats me away everyday
My conscious is burning from me slowly
I can't eat or sleep, just watch in dismay
I cannot pretend to act as calmly
The guilt in a book goes from page to page
Compared to happiness it only takes one
I wither in frustration and outrage
Wanted power and now I've been outdone
I cannot escape my guilty conscious
Truth won't set me anywhere near freedom
I just feel utterly dead and lifeless
Have to end my life and not be fearsome
The rope is attached to my collar bone
The chair falls loudly and I die alone
Power
Power is the key to changes in you
Others start to notice that you defy
I never thought it would be you, but who knew?
And others can't trust because you imply
You stand deserted and mostly alone
And no one wants you for your selfless ways
This is the outcome and you must have known
Must deal with others and their betrays
You must be comforted with what is yours
Because soon you will be empty handed
You must listen to God and his implores
If you do well your heart will be mended
The past doesn't exist, just you and now
Power will never control, it's a vow
