My bones can feel
Fear instilled
Down deep into
The marrow
You control what
My bones can feel
And thats scary.
Because theyre numb
Usually
And only thrum with angst
Or clarity
This fear
My bones can feel
Latches to my heart
Which latches to my soul
And compresses
Pipes for wind
Snatched and shaken
A heart that empties
And shares blood to the body
Is filled
With panic
Entry ways locked
From the outside
My bones can feel
Your absence
And thats harrowing.
That absence is constant
And filters into
My absent mind
And without a mind
Theres no function
You make it
Hard to
Breathe.
That fact that
You do that
Is terrifying
Because I can't love
It's new and
Unknown
And thats scary.
My bones can feel
Fear
Caused by
An ocean of love
I deliver to
You
| I just find this feeling really fucking scary |
