The white shadow of love!!

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SAMANTHA'S POV:

       I just woke up in a very uncomfortable bed. I opened my eyes and just saw that this wasn't my bed. Infact this wasn't even my room. But, after a few seconds, I realised that I was in school only. Then I got a flashback about being in the washroom and then everything came back to my mind. I tried to get up; then I felt like someone just held me up from behind. When I turn saw it was Jamie that was holding me and moving her head hinting me not to move and stay on the bed. Then i saw around the room and i saw April,Cassandra,Peter,Jack,Daniel and Rayn looking at me. I just saw them and I suddenly started feeeling guilty. On what i did not know but i knew those were rumours. But then suddenly a tear rolled down my eyes;I did not even seem to notice. Peter stood and came by me.

'I swear guys I did not sleep with any one----'

I was cut down by Peter.

'We trust you Sam,you do not need to clearify yourself.' Peter said.

I was so relieved and glad at the same time for having these people as my only friends. Just when I was thinking my eyes started getting teary and blurry. Then April told me

'Are you on "thank god I am not pregnant week?"?'

I just moved my head hinting a no and my cheeks started to heat up at the mention of periods. I know,I am in highschool and I don't need to be ashamed of all this topic coming out in front of boys, I know everyone has knowledge about this but I did still feel embarassed. Ya, you can say i'm stupid.

'Then do not cry okay? we trust you and you're already not well. Just takecare of yourself. Rayn will drop you home okay? We'll are always gonna be there for you. Just call and we always be there for you. Thank-god we just came to know the true colour of Veronica, just let it go.'

All my friends left. The nurse came and told me that, I can go home and also told me that all this was because of stress. Then i just started to get up and saw someone looking at me.

'Hey babe how are you doing?' Said Ryan.

'See its all in front of you.' I said looking down on the floor I don't know why but I felt guilty.

He came near me cupped my face and looking into my eyes
'Hey Sam its not your fault. You see i trust you, more than those idiotic rumors. You do not need to feel guilty and stay strong. You'll always have my back with you.'

I felt so relieved. I just nodded and then smiled giving him an assuring smile. We left for my home. The ride to my place was silent. Rayn did not bother talking to me,he understood that I need my space. I did not even try talking to him. We reached home; I did not want to bother my parents about this. So i just went told bye to Ryan and just left to my house. I was so upset I ran to my room and I did not know how am I supposed to face school tomorrow. But I wanted to know who was behind these rumours. At this point I was so tired that I just slept. I woke up by my blarring alarm clock. I was so pissed I just turned it down and I was lying on my bed. Then flash back came and I was brought back to reality remembering what happend yesterday. I was feeling so nauseous I just got up and went to washroom I puked there and suddenly saw my mother waiting outside the bathroom. She had come here to wake me up but she got tensed by seeing me like this. She asked me was everything okay and I said a yes but when she came I had a bit of fever so she asked to stay home. I think it is a bug so I jus agreed to my mother and thought of staying home. This will not only help me recover physically but also emotionally. And people will also forget about what happend on school yesterday. I thought it was a better idea to avoid people. So i just sat there in my room starring at the ceiling and thinking about all the things happend over a few weeks. I felt sick. I had planned that very moment that I am no more staying here in new york to persue my college. So I just gathered myself and got showered I felt good after having my shower. I went down duringt the lunch time and had my lunch. I avoided my mother all the time. So that i did not have answer her questions.