Love hurts

Chapter 134 : Love Me

Kelly's POV

Tonight on survivor series , dean will get a title shot of course , since he's now in the authority .. I can't believe I'm gonna say this , but I wish roman or dolph will win cause Dean's gone way too crazy , yesterday he was about to attack AJ , thank god roman was there . On the other hand I miss him so freaking much .

Someone knocked on my hotel room , I got it and there was AJ standing there with a small smile .

AJ : hey Kellz

Kelly : hey AJ

AJ : you ok ?

Kelly : come in ...

We sat on the couch and I offered her some food but she said she already had breakfast with Becky .

Kelly : so what's up ?

AJ : me .. I'm fine I was actually worried about you ..

Kelly : I'm fine

AJ : look I know your not , you miss dean .

Kelly : I just hope he could remember me .

AJ : that's what I need to talk to you about ...

Kelly : tell me

AJ : kelly I'm sorry-

Kelly : AJ just go straight to the point

She took a deep breath and looked at me with sad eyes .

AJ : dean won't remember you , he can't remember any of us-

Kelly : AJ I'm sure he will he needs time-

AJ : no the doctor said it's impossible , he lost it forever , he's been mentally damaged many times now it's over

Tears were threatening to fall , but she remained calm .

Kelly : AJ , dean is a strong man ok ? He can take a lot of abuse-

AJ : no , this time we all need to forget him , you have to forget him , it's over , I don't want your heart broken because he's hurting everyone , he stabbed roman with a steel chair today , he doesn't listen to anyone , he's gone insane !

This time we both cracked .

AJ : kelly I'm sure we can turn a new page , we can do this right ?

Kelly : I don't think that's possible , he was my person .

I started crying , I just couldn't anymore .

AJ : talk to him , go now and tell him that .

Kelly : he hates me

AJ : do it , he will either remember you , or you'll have to forget him forever .

I hesitated a bit , but then decided to talk to him .

It was 5 pm , dean must be already in the arena .

Dean's POV

I am sick and tired of everyone asking me stuff like 'why did you join the authority?' And what's with 'betraying roman' damn let these people get a life and leave me the fuck alone .

I was walking towards the authority's office when I saw kelly kelly running towards me . Ugh it's not what I needed right now .

Kelly's POV

I saw dean and before he went in the office I ran to catch up with him .

Kelly : dean !

Dean : what do you want kelly kelly ?

Oh , he's calling me kelly kelly now ...

Kelly : I just need to tell you something . Do you love me ?

I asked the stupidest question , I knew that , but this was the answer I really needed to know . He raised his eyebrows.

Dean : hell no

Yeah that hurt as fuck as you can imagine .

Kelly : ok . I need an answer right now , I tried my best to help you , but you went way out of control , that's why I'm gonna try at last for you to remember . When you came to this company , you started as a member of the shield , you , seth and roman , I hated you three to death , both of us always fought , and then things changed , I fell in love with you , and a few years past , you and I , Nikki , John , brie , April , phill , paige and roman , we were all like a family , through tears , laughs , and I wish I could live these moments again , because they were the best moments of my life . I still love you . Your still my everything . Your all I want . I want you , I want dean ambrose , I want jon moxley , I want Jonathan good , can't you see how much I freaking love you ? And by the look in your eyes I know your gonna probably punch my face for calling you Jonathan good and for making a drama scene but dean I worship you ! Do you still want to marry me or what ?! Is it over between us ?! Should I move on ?!

Dean : kelly .. I don't know what to say .

Kelly : I need answers .

Dean : of course you have to move on ? We never were and never will be ! Just freaking get out of my face .

Kelly : I can't ! I just can't ! Please don't !

Dean : move

Kelly : no

Dean : last warning , just get the hell out of my way !

Kelly : you can't ask me to do that !

I felt a stinging sensation on my face , I fell on the ground , he had slapped me .

I heard screams , I saw roman and dean killing the shit out of each others , soon enough , paige , Nikki , and dolph were here too .

Dolph tried separating them and Nikki and paige took me to the divas locker room .

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Paige : kelly I'm so sorry , I told you not to go near him .

Kelly : you know sometimes words hurt more then a slap . It's over . I'm never speaking to him ever again .

Nikki hugged me saying it will be fine ..

I needed to talk to Stephanie , I was walking in the hallway and I saw the person I didn't need to see right now , reby .

Reby : kelly ?

Kelly : yeah ?

Reby : are you ok ?

Kelly : yeah I'm fine

Reby : are you sure ?

Kelly : yes .

Reby : ok look .. I don't want you to get mad but I have a love storyline with dean .

That's it , all I could see was red .

Kelly : ok enjoy .

Reby : and I don't want you to be shocked if we ever start going out together in real life , so you better give up on dean .

Kelly : no . I'm not giving up on dean it's not over between us .

No way he's going out with that bitch

Reby : yes it is ! Your so frustrating and that is why dean hates you , because you live in this fantasy of life where you can get anything you want!

I punched her straight in the mouth .

Stephanie : girls ! What are you doing ?!

Kelly : teaching her a lesson !

I went out of the arena , I was running not looking back , I think I'm lost .