Love Me Again

Chapter 1: Why me?

Why did my fucking parents have to die? I should've been me instead of them. I never understood death. It sucks being the only one alive to live with the guilt and pain. I never should've went to that party. It's all my fault, I deserve to be punished.

Why do people you love and care so much about have to die? Death is so depressing. Sometimes I wish I could go back and change everything back to normal, but that will never happen. You know that feeling when you know that something bad is about to happen. Well that was the day that something bad was about to happen.

Karma happens to certain people just like me. I never could get good luck even if I wished for it. Life can grab you by the throat and keeps stabbing you in till you do nothing.

No matter how hard I try to run away from my past it always finds me with consequences. Growing up in a Orphanage Community suck because nobody wanted to adopt a trouble kid who was thirteen.

Audrey Brooks was my best friend since we were baby's. She has always been there for me through the good and bad. She was like a sister to me, I never knew that I would have a best friend who would be there for me.

I was that one girl who was knew to school, people whispering in one corner, people pointing fingers even teacher's. I hated to be the one getting attention. I always like to help the people who were new to school because they deserve to have new friends. Audrey had went to that school which we was inseparable. We was to attach to each other.

I'm walking down the hall way and here she comes jumping up and down hollering from the top of her lungs. Embarrassing her self by doing something so stupid.

"Hey Sarah I'm over here!" Audrey said yelling

"Oh hey Audrey." I said with a low voice

"Sarah during lunch come eat with me." Said Audrey while trying to pick up her papers

"Okay thanks, but I'm leaving during lunch." I said

"Why, come here." Audrey said

I started walking toward her, then I felt somebody grab my forearm real hard. It felt like if a belt was being pulled tight. I turned around and it was this guy.

Oh my gosh!! His eyebrows are arch into a smile look more serious as he looks my way. His eyes are brown dancing with fun. His jaw line perfect just like a road. He is tall as the air of a man. Hands are soft as they can ever be. His hair is long, pretty dirty blonde just perfect if the wind blows it freely.

"Hey sorry if I grab your arm hard, but what is your name?" He said his voice sweet and crisp

"Uumm m..my name is Sarah, and I am new here. May I ask what is your name?" I said very shy, I was so scared.

"My name is Sean Perez, and nice to meet you. I can show you around." Sean said acting scared

"Well thanks, but my friend Audrey is going to. Thank you for the offer." I said

"I'm going to show you around the school anyways. I know Audrey she wouldn't mind." Sean said

"How do you know her? I never heard anything about you. She would've told me about you." I said

"It's a long story, long story short I just know her. She is amazing person just like you." He said with his cheeks as red

"She is amazing and crazy, but you got to love her. Yeah I guess you can show me around." I said

"Okay that sounds good. Meet me during lunch at the football field." Sean said

I was so excited to meet Sean during lunch. When Sean and I was talking, people are just starring at me. Maybe because I was the new girl nobody knew and just jealous. I can't describe how it feels to be with him. In order for me to like him I need to know him better.