Love Me Again

Chapter 4: Can't be that bad

I'm running as fast as I could to get there. Holding my backpack tight, pushing and shoving people out of my way. I was afraid that Sean may have left or might be mad at me. Just had that gut feeling that he has left. Trying to find my way to the football field. Looking and looking around to find him. I didn't see Sean anywhere, until I seen him walking taking his shirt off, sweat dripping from his hair and chin. He grabs his water from the seat, holding it away couple of inches. Seeing him brushing his hands through his hair, that's when I thought to myself he is the one.

He is waving his hand, walking toward me. I could believe this guy talk to me. Beads of sweat forming on the tip of my nose. Hands sweating like a dog panting. Here comes the dreamy guy that almost every girl like in the entire school. Just really hope that he like me for me, not anything else. Grab my things and started heading towards him. Trying not to stare at his perfect body. He takes me by the hand, feeling his soft hands rubbing against mine felt comforting. When I look at his eyes my insides begin to feel bubbly.

"Hey Sean umm..sorry that I was late. Lost track of time. I hope that you aren't mad at me." I said staring at the ground

"It's okay and I am not mad at you. You aren't late just made it in perfect timing."

"Okay good I just had a feeling that you might be."

"Really? I just got done with football practice. I am so tired, do you just want to go get something to eat then I can show you around the school."

"Yeah sure, I would like that." I said grabbing my things walking towards his truck

"Do you want to go to Katie's Burger House? Their food is so delicious, we are going there. Is that okay?"

"Yes, I grew up going there. My parents use to take me there as a little girl." I said with excitement

Walking toward the car door, Sean comes to the passenger side and opens the door. It just shock me like why did he do that. People just whispering around the corners probably say why did Sean do that for her? Well I have a great idea he maybe likes me duh. I mean what else could it be. He is such a gentleman to me. I just want to give us a try someday in the future. Need to know him better, think that maybe we have a chance.

I get inside the truck, starting to putting the seat belt on. Sean gets in turning the radio on, then just starts looking at me weird. I felt so weird, I don't know how to explain. The radio was playing Hozier- Take Me to Church. I love that freaking song. I start sing the song.

Sarah:

My lover's got humour
She's a giggle at a funeral
Knows everybody's disapproval
I worshipped her sooner

If the heavens ever did speak
She's is the last true mouthpiece
Ever Sunday's getting more bleak A fresh poison each week

"We were born sick," you heard them say it

When I was really getting into singing, Sean starts singing along with me. Was surprised he did, sounded pretty darn good. We was hitting high pitches. Who knew that a guy like him would sing I'm front of a girl. I can imagine him standing on stage, shaking trying to get the first few words out.

He starts to head for the exit. I start to pick up my phone, but when I do. Something catches my eye, it was a newspaper dated from September 26, 2006. That's when the car accident had happened. Took the paper, holding it up in the air.

"Um Sean can you explain why you still have this?' I said confused

"I-I can't explain. It's just an old newspaper that I forgot to put in the trash. Nothing important." He said with fear in his eyes

"Well it's fucking important to me. September 26, 2006 that's when I got into a car accident and my parents had died. I hate being reminded." I said crying once again

"I am so so sorry for your lost. I am here for you no matter what. This shoulder here is for you to cry on." He said comforting me, grabbing my arm hugging me tight forever. I didn't want him to let go

"Thank you Sean." I said whopping tears away

"Welcome, everything is going to be okay Sarah. I am here now and always will be." He said crying, but really couldn't tell

"Don't cry Sean, it's going to be okay." I said giving him a hug

He turns toward me whopping my tears away from my face. Feeling his warm palms pressed against my skin felt wonderful. Most amazing feeling in the world. No words could come out. I raise my head, looking into his brown eyes. He looks into my eyes and takes my hair into his hands. I close my eyes pretending that this isn't happening. Heart starts to race, he places his hand upon my thigh. I look at him giving him the look like it's okay go ahead. Putting his hand on my cheek, pulling me forward. Pressed his lips against mine. It was like if I got my wings getting ready to be set free. I enjoyed every little moment of it. We couldn't pull away from each other.

My eyes grow wide with the comfort of him. You can tell he is enjoying this moment.

"Sean um." I said weird

"Omg I am so so sorry. I don't know what I was thinking."

"Sean don't be sorry I actually enjoyed it. I needed that kiss."

"Really? And I enjoyed it myself too. And..." He said pausing while talking "I really like you."

I was so shock to hear that.

"Wow um I need to process this."