Insane authority

I love you.

With every notion in my heart, every time a devotion comes to part, I'll always have love for you and that will never end. whether you stop loving me or not, my gratitude for you keeps getting higher. I'd rather it be that then ego. I can imagine us going to so many places all at once then suddenly, our lives change for the better. I know, I feel it. Something big is about to happen or a prayer is about to be answered. I love you to pieces, to the universe and back. no matter how cliché that sounds, I don't care. you're important and I have to make sure you feel it as much as I do. 1987, a year i'll never forget. a time and an era that was just right for me because things were turning up once again. not only in my records, but through love. I've gained a beautiful angel and I think she's pregnant. we don't know the gender but I hope it's a girl. I mean, if it's a boy I won't mind either, I just want them to be healthy and strong. we're engaged and happily in love. our baby is due in the beginning of may but might be due sometime near the end of april. she's already showing a lot and I'm really inpatient with the waiting process, I hope the baby looks just like both of us. i had one boy name picked out and one girl name. how about this?
•(y/n) Jackson
•jayden prince Jackson
I like the names but I feel in my heart that
we're going to have a girl and so we'll use   (y/n). it's such a pretty name, I love it. the moment we have a boy will be the death of me, oh god. I heard boys were harder to take care of but maybe I'm wrong. I just hope my son and daughter aren't trouble makers like someone I know. haha- I'm kidding. I love my angel although she can be a pain sometime. what couple doesn't argue? and on top of that she's pregnant, I heard that causes major mood swings. Regardless though, I cannot wait for 1988, next year the baby comes. oh god I can see her now. trying to talk over me and making fart noises with her mouth, ha- so cute. i can't wait! I really am a patient person but this is killing me and when a newborn arrives you have to be gentle. not rough. they're sensitive kinda like me. babies are extremely fragile and they're not toys! this is why I will not get a dog when (y/n) is really young, especially a baby because she's not even going to know what it is and most importantly she could get hurt. we don't want that. my lovely fiancé wants a dog but I keep saying we should wait until she's at least old enough to care for one herself, even though that's aways away, it's worth it. We'll definitely get a dog just not now.

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