"Honey, please, I'm sorry.." I'm trembling.. Nanginginig ako.. Maiiyak na yata ako.
I sigh..
She was emotionless.. Damn. I didn't mean it.. I didn't meant to hurt her. God knows how much I love her.
"A-ayoko na.." She wipes her tears away.
My tears fell. Hell, no.
"W-what do you mean? Princess, please.. No.. Please.."
I bow my head
She took a heave sigh. "J-just.. Les, please?"
I sighed once again "Ris, wag.." I sob "wag.." Halos pabulong na lang ang pananalita ko dahil naninikip na ang dibdib ko.
"If you really love me, you'll let go of me.."
"If you really love me, you'll forgive me.. You won't leave me." Mariin kong sabi.
"Lester, pwede ba, hindi na kita mahal.."
"Marissa, last chance lang.. Isa na lang. Napakadamot mo naman!" My voice raised. Damn it. I can't help it!
"Ako pa ang madamot ngayon?" Her tears fell "eh Halos ipagpalit ko na nga ang mga kaibigan ko dahil sa'yo e. Sobra sobra na nga ang pagpapakatanga ko. Monumento na nga lang ang kulang dahil sa pagiging masokista ko ng dahil sa'yo.. Madamot pa din ako?" She shouts
I can't find the right word to answer her. "Uhh.. I--"
"What?!" She breaks down "Lester, minsan lang ako humiling sa'yo. Palayain mo na ako! Ayoko na sa'yo. Sinasaktan mo lang ako e. Pinagmumukha mo lang akong tanga! Nakakapagod kang mahalin, Lester. Nakakasawa!!" She pointed me out
I try to reach her hand. Bahagya nya itong iniwas..
"Don't touch me! Nasusuklam ako sa'yo!" She looks straight into my eyes. Napaatras ako.. Her eyes is full of sadness and anger. I looked away. "Hon, d-don't do this to me.. I-i'm begging.." Kung kinakailangan kong lumuhod gagawin ko.. 'Wag lang syng mawala sakin..
She shook her head "sana naisip mo yan.. Bago ka gumawa ulit ng kalokohan." She turned her back "we're over. Bye.." And then she walks away
I bend down on my knees. Hindi ko na kaya. Hinang hina na ako. I cry hardly.. "I love you.. So much.."
- -
You say, that you'll always been true
Looking in your eyes, I see you lie
"Lester, where have you been?"
"I told you sa opisina, paulit-ulit na lang ba tayo?"
"Tumawag ako sa opisina mo. Kanina ka pa daw nakaalis. Ba--"
I cut her off. "Traffic. Okay?" I sighed "look, I'm sorry.."
"What about that girl?" I asked. "She's just a client. Napakapraning mo?" He said.
I look straight into his eyes. I'm searching for the real answers but his eyes says it all. His lying..
You're trying hard to hide that, there's someone new you found, and, you want me to believe that you still care
