OK so this will be kellins back ground story
Yeah I came from a broken home... Yeah my dad beat me.... Yeah my mom left... But I don't know why.
When I was 8 years old my mom packed her bags and left. The only reason at the time I thought she left was because my dad was drunk all of the time.
But now I know why. He wasn't the sweet father that I knew when I was younger. He was rather bitter and smelled of liquor and cigarettes. Yeah he drank all of the time but his words were worse. He would call me names and beat me till I couldn't breath. I've been close to death many of times but I wasn't scared.
He can't hurt me now thought, mentally.
His words left scars. My wrist, my thighs, my legs, were covered in scars. Many people make fun of me for it but I don't care. People say its for attention but honestly its not. My depression was bad.
It felt like all of my good feeling were ripped out and thrown into an ocean of sadness. It felt like I was standing in a world full of nothing, like I was being swallowed by a black hole, or I was being held underwater and the air in my lungs was escaping faster than I wanted.
Boo who for me I guess. But I didn't matter at all I guess. My life wasn't worth it. I was just an empty body walking around without a meaning, as I said I didn't matter.
My depression got worse after middle school. Bullied would punch me everyday and call me a faggot. Hehe its funny. I get judged for who I like. I'm gay and I can't be open about it.
If my dad found out, I would be beat to death, or thrown out. Yeah not the best idea at the moment...
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Pull Me Close
Fanfiction(Kellic) Kellin is just a regular 16 year old boy in high school when along comes Vic, a tall tan skinned, boy with big brown eyes. Kellin has kept his secret of being gay but when Vic comes and shows affection for kellin, what will his friends say...
