Tour With The Boys (on hold)

Chapter 12

Tour With The Boys

Chapter 12

(no clue what this is going to be about. I'll just write whatever comes to mind. So I don't really have a name for it... oops)

(8 ½ months later. TOUR STARTING! A/N sorry for the rush. I just didn't know what to write. The date is March 12th now.)

****Autumn's pov.****

So, the tour starts today. I'm officially Lou's girlfriend. Niall and Llysiah are getting there. They are both shy. Jada and Harry act like they are together but they aren't. PayPay and Lili are something different, I tell you. They flirt so much but don't even realize it. Zayn, wow Zayn. He and Rysa are dating and they are an amazing couple.

I'm so nervous for this. We don't have a concert for a few days. We already started getting hate though. For some reason I get it the worst. I've had people to kill myself; they call me fat, ugly, and slut. I've cut a few times, but nobody knows. I don't tell anyone when I'm hurt. I've never thought about being suicidal. I don't want to hurt the people around me. I have 4 cuts on my wrist.

(A/N I HAVE NEVER EVER EVERRR CUT!!! NEITHER HAVE THE OTHER GIRLS! If you do, and you need someone to talk to, message us and we will listen while you talk to us. We don't judge people. I love you guys. Now, get back to reading J ~Autumn~ 

I got cut by a fence it hurt and it just happen to ne on my wrist ~allysiah~)

Usually people would think, if you cut why don't you do more than one cut each time? Well, you see, I have always hated the feeling of cutting. I also hated thinking about it. I haven't cut in a few months and I'm glad. I hated that shat! I looked down at my wrist and the scars are still there, and they are very visible. I have been hiding them from everybody because they would be disappointed in me. I would feel so alone if they were disappointed in me. I walked into our bus. Which is completely awesome if you ask me. On the outside there is a huge picture of all of us together messing around. It was the day we had the huge water balloon fight. I felt a smile creep its way to my face, I loved that day. I wish we had fun like that every day.

The inside had a kitchen, 2 bedrooms with 5 beds, a lounge room, and a bathroom. This will be fun. 9 people with 1 bathroom... WOO... sarcasm... I see the others getting comfortable in the lounge room so I walk over and sit on Lou's lap. I guess we are watching a movie. I notice it is only my favorite movie of all times PITCH PERFECT!!! I can totally quote this whole movie. Hehe. I got dis! I looked up at the girls and they smirked knowingly. They know what I'm gonna do. I sit down in front of the TV because I looovvveeee this movie so much. When it gets to the auditions part I quote the WHOLE thing. Then when it comes to the riff off I stand up and start doing the moves they do. I bet it is quite funny to watch me. Oh well. At least I give them free entertainment. Not like that you nasty pervs! Everyone starts cracking up when I start doing exactly what they do.

"SEX BABY. LET'S TALK ABOUT YOU AND ME. LET'S TALK ABOUT ALL THE GOOD THINGS AND THE BAD THINGS THAT MAYBE. LET'S TALK ABOUT SEX. ALRIGHT. LET'S TALK ABOUT SEX. A LIL BIT A LIL BIT. All through the night I'll make loooovveee to youuuu like you want me too. AND I GUESS IT'S JUST THE WOMAN IN YOUUUUU. THAT BRINGS OUT THE MAN IN MEEEEE... I KNOW I CAN'T HELP MY SELF. YOU'RE ALL IN THE WORLD TO MEEE... IT FEELS LIKE THE FIRST TIME. IT FEELS LIKE THE VERY FIRST TIME" then Becca started rapping. Yeah I can't do that. I sat back down after dancing like the awesome person I am. I then decided to be hungry so I groaned and got off my lazy arse. I went to the kitchen and automatically went to the fridge. I made myself a sandwich and sat down on the floor. I was too lazy to walk over to the table. I was eating and humming at the same time. I got my phone out of my pocket and went on twitter, I looked at what was trending. #WeloveLOL #STOPTHEHATE we both trending. I looked at the boys profile and saw they tweeted something. They must've gotten a hold of my phone and saw all the hate, because they asked their fans to stop. Damn, I hope they don't find out about my wrist.... I was sitting there tracing the scars with my finger when I heard someone clear their throat. I looked up and saw the girls there. I sighed and pulled my sleeve back down. I just now noticed I had tears running down my cheeks. I quickly wiped them away and finished my sandwich.