Two years pass by I didnt care anymore, I was beating niggas asses left and right till they were near death for my uncle, I started to enjoy it as well like it was a game. I was always one of them little bad ass kids so it didnt even matter noone could ever notice the change in me, when I was in school I was always in fights couldn't nobody beat me even though some tried, Most times I would start the fights just so my uncle could pick me up from school so I could get more money. I became a money hungry nigga but the funny thing is I never spent it just kept saving it up. I wanted more money I wanted to do more than beat people and torture them till they were hanging on to life and so it went down in the blink of a eye.
I got picked up early today in school not cause I was in trouble this time, but cause I told my uncle the night before I wanted to get on another level, so he scooped me up and we took off in his truck.
" Aye tio what you pick me up for I was boutta get
Some head in the girls bathroom" Them little girls were hoes now that I think of it.
" haha dont ever let a bitch get in your way of making this money, now you asked for more so im giving you more."
" Were we headed? Who's fingers am I cutting off blending and making them drink it today?"
I could do the most disgusting things to people that you could imagine and not even give a fuck about it anymore.
" we are going somewhere different more clean this isn't the same type of situation as the others you normaly work with."
I dont know where exactly we were but it took almost two hours to get here.
Blasting my Biggie smalls music the whole ride their I was hype and ready for whatever was gonna go down.
" Ok pa here we are this is where the bigger things happen, your 14 your becoming a man now its time to man the fuck up, these two sons of bitches right here tried to take my products and sell them as there own and knock my hustle now i dont do well with thieves or Little fuckers that try to take me out, so come over here and knock some sence into them for me, I dont have a change of clothes like you do."
I walk over there smiling at them searching for wich thing I wanna use so I choose the crowbar.
Hitting both them repeatedly hearing there bones crack breathing getting weaker and wide wounds left open I knew I did a good job.
"Come on everybody round of applause my nephew gonna be taking over soon"
(everybody around us clapping)
"Good work but this time we're not done."
He pulls out a small hand gun hands it to me and places my fingers were they should be.
"Tio what am I suppose to do with this?
I dont want this."
" Shoot him right in the head like this."
Shots Fired....
He killed the one guy, blood dripping out his head trying to fight my tears in like a man starring at his body waiting for him to just move or something .
" uh yea I cant do that shit im not ready I wont do it! You cant make me!"
I fucked up I should of just stayed with fucking people up this shit right here is crazy. Yelling at my uncle I forgot he could kill me if he wanted to right now, he grabbed me slapped me and held the gun to my head.
" listen little bitch theirs only two body bags laying over their and one is taken for but the other isnt, its either you or him, Now Shoot this bitch now."
Damn I fucked Up....
Aiming at the guy I look away and pull the trigger. I dont cry cause I know crying doesn't do anything but get me hit, I go to the bathroom change my clothes put the old ones in a bag hand them to my uncle he burns everything we use when doing things like this. A two hour car ride back and im quiet and shaking the whole time wanting to just open the car door and jump out while he's driving. We are finaly in town he wanted me to go beat some people again but changed his mind he dropped me off.
I Killed someone at the age of 14, why would he make a kid do all of these things ?
Why did I have to grow up so fast?
Ever since that day I don't really say much even at the age I am now what's the point in talking when no ones realy listening? Going through so much I'd rather just stay quiet and listen than to talk I don't deserve to be heard when I have taken other peoples voice's away.
Caught my first body,
my uncle paid me like a man not a boy I made $15,000 with the pull of a trigger one time. I find it funny that I was 14 years old and made over $30,000 in them two years alone I was addicted to the game I was playing, you can judge me if you want I dont give a fuck I wasn't a kid nomore I didn't think of myself as a monster either until now and I still don't know what Iam.
You said you wanted to know more about me the person that I am, well here's how I became me.
