Ever had a hug by Someone you love so much that when you feel there touch or voice. Your happy and feel protected well i only have that one feeling with one person my grandma i can't feel that protection anymore. She's lost she crazy why did she have do to drugs it's all my fault. I'm sorry i can't be perfect i just want my grandma back i want her warm hug and voice tilling me it's going to be okay i want it back but i know i am never gonna have that feeling ever again
