Old Lovers~ Markiplier Fanfic~

The video..

Shalia's Pov..

It was too emotional. I couldn't do it. I was recording a draw my life video for my youtube channel, that stands well with two million subscribers, but I couldn't keep it together. My heart pounded as tears started to produce in my eyes, streaming down my cheeks and onto the white board.

I started to remember my past. Everything I went through.

"Get over here you little BITCH" My father yelled. I heard his heavy footsteps approach my bedroom door. He was obviously drunk out of his mind. Whats new. He swung open the door and was clutching a beer bottle in one hand and a belt in another. "WHY ISN'T DINNER READY?" He stomped to my bed, where I was sitting. Fear filled my eyes when I caught a glimpse of the belt. "I-I'm so so s-sorry Father! I didn't know I w-was making dinner!" I backed up, keeping a good distance away from him. He threw the beer bottle at me but luckily I ducked just in the nick of time, causing the flying bottle of alcohol to smash into the wall and fall to the floor with a loud crash. Glass flew everywhere and my carpet was drenched with the strong smelling liquid. "P-Please don't hurt me!" I begged but it was no use. My father didn't care. He grabbed me by my fragile wrist and slashed my back harshly with his belt. Tears poured down my face as he whipped me again, and again, and again. I lived with this every day. Every. Single Day.

I snapped out of the flashback and found myself on the floor. Bawling my eyes out. Remembering the pain.

Another flashback entered my mind.. This one being more recent.

"M-Mark! I still love you!" I pleated. Tears filled my eyes. Mark Fischbach. The one I have been dating since high school. It was our last year of college and he was breaking off with me. "Shalia. I'm sorry.. I've lost all interest in you. I just don't.. Love you anymore." His voice sounded cold and heartless. Not like the warm, kind voice I fell inlove with. His face seemed to be emotionless which broke my heart even more. I loved him more then anything! I loved him more than myself at times! "But why? Why have you so suddenly lost interest?" I said, rage taking over. "Look. I'm very sorry but I will admit I h-have.. Been cheating on you. With someone else. I love them." Mark took a step away from me. Which was the best bet. "HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?!" I snapped. Tears streamed down my face and onto to sidewalk. Nothing. He said nothing. I could tell he started to feel bad. "You're a great girl and I know you'll fin-" I stopped him. "DON'T HIT ME WITH THAT BULLSHIT. GOODBYE YOU HEARTLESS DICK" I screamed slowly walking away. I heard him say something as I walked away. "We might not see eachother for awhile. But I'll remember your beautiful smile." He frowned and walked in the other direction. I never saw him again. (Hue hue hue thats gonna change)

I woke up from yet another trance, I was shaking. "What does that even mean Mark? You never told me what that means!!" I got up and shook my head. I decided to re-record the video. As I knew my fans needed to know all this stuff about me.

This time I got through the whole recording process without breaking down. I finished with my well known: "LCS! Like, comment, and subscibble!" 

"Ahh. Another video done! Time to edit and upload!" I uploaded the file from my camera to my computer and pulled up an editing software. Ughhh I hated this part.

~Time Skip, 2 hours of FUCKING editing~

I uploaded the video and sat lazily on my bed. I grabbed a pencil and a notebook and started to write a song.. For Mark..

(Song I actually wrote <3 Its really short.)

"You might think that I'm a bit.. Cray?

But you should know that I think about you every single day.

Even though I haven't seen you in a while

I can't help but think about your beautiful smile.

The way you made me laugh 'till I cried.

Oh darling come back, I know that you lied.

Can we forgive and forget?

'Cause I don't think I'm over you yet." I started to sing it as I wrote. Today was a loooong day. I closed the notebook and put it on my night table. I quickly flicked the light off and practically passed out. Zzz~

(A/N: I hope you liked the first chapter <3 I worked really hard on this :D)