Okay, to be honset i really don't get that much sleep. im up from 8am - 2am.
Only time i ever get sleep is when his dad takes him which isnt very often, and it hurts that he is not really in his child's life like he should be. He's either out with friends , smoking hookah or weed, drunk or at some party with his girlfriend, and the sad part is i fell for guys like that...
But my baby will always have me , i dont need no man to help me take care of my baby. And though me and micheal arent together anymore, his new girlfriend really pisses me off. With her facebook stautes about me and my child, & how she has him now, and i will never get him back. lol . I dont stress because i still have messages of him & i texting at night , and him telling how much he misses me , loves me, and our child. She thinks she has everything wraped around her finger , when she really doesnt.
My mom usualy takes the baby from me in the morning so i can get things done around the house, I don't think my mom was happy to become a grandmother at this age, my moms 32. She was really upset deep inside when i told her about the baby. Although my dad acted as if he didnt care . I remeber he and my mom arguing that night i told them, he said something's of how my mother did'nt raise me good, ive became a hoe. And ever since then i have'nt spoken one word to him, knowing that how my own father thinks of me.
And i really only had sex with one dude, i was'nt loving the crew or anything.
But i moved past that,
I got work in the morning from 10am - 2pm his father work's too. But not as much as i do.
and sometimes i get tired....
