After tossing and turning for what felt like 5 days i finally came to the decision that i wont go after Matt , I mean it is dark out now and really late , I am mad at him after Pushing me away, The guy shouldn't have come on to me in the first place if he didn't like it , Right ?
I lay on my bed satisfied with my decision when i fully tune in to the surrounds around me , I notice Kellsie has turned fully CRAZY while i was eaten away by my own thoughts , 'This girl is crazy' Kellsie had decided it would be a good idea to turn on some music , I thought she had an headache after her Booze binge , That girl sure does know how to confuse me.
The music player wasn't all that much just a little metal box they had fixed to the wall beside a very small television that really wasn't worth watching as you would be stood there half the time holding the Ariel in the right position.
No matter how much you pay to go to summer camp or how rich you are every cabin is the same so no one gets any good perks like a plasma t.v , Which would be nice.
"Will you turn that down Kel, I'm trying to think here" My voice was muffled by the sheets that i now had up over my head to drowned out any noise that blurted out from the radio.
"About what ? "
She startled me , I never hear her creep up on me , Its really , whats the word , Creepy !
"Nothing , go to sleep." I wrapped my self tighter ready for the warmth to take over so i could fall asleep.
"But , I'm not tired" She jumped around like tonight's drinking session never happened .
"Then go to your own cabin"
"Nooo" she screams " My room mate smells of 'Bio' and I'm pretty sure i haven't seen her take a shower the whole time we have been here" she holds her finger over her nose as if she could smell her from where she stands.
"Look" I lifted my head from the pillow and pointed my finger at her , "if you don't be quiet there will be two options available to you " Kellsie Suddenly becomes uncomfortable at the harshness of my voice and the eagerness of my point , that's right , My finger has the power.
"Option one: A camp supervisor will find you and we will both be in shit 'excuse my french' Option Two" I pause to move my head little further in her direction causing her to shuffle back, " I will personally boot you out of my cabin and feed you to the lions now SHUSH." I breath and lay my head back against my pillow , which was now a little cooler than before.
"But, But they arent any lions in camp." Oh God ,
"Look , Just lay down and think about what i have just said for a while OK ? Silently"
To my supprise she listens and hobbles over to Rex's old bed and flobs down heavily , Reminding me back to when she first swallowed the bed when she arrived drunk, Shes such a pain.
Another grueling Hour passes and still i cannot sleep , My eyes just seem to rebel against closing making me huff in annoyance.
I stand to my feet and head to the Sink to Grab a glass of water , "My throat feels like hell" I murmur to myself , I don't want Kellsie waking up any time soon.
The sunlight has now managed to fill my whole cabin with light , With a big thank you to the very thin cotton curtains , They should definitely upgrade to blinds,.
"Now I'm never going to sleep" My self-spoken words Make a "humph" sound from Kellsie but shes still asleep 'thankfully' i glance over over to the Clock that rested above the t.v It read 8:30 AM , Great , Camp will be in full swing by nine , I read on one of the pamphlets that water sports were gonna take place today at 9:15 , I wasn't that much interested , It hasn't been that warm lately and i didn't fancy my chances on getting wet .
I shuffled my Feet over to one of two windows i had in my cabin , one been beside the door and the on i was heading to was on the side , Matt had a chair at the bottom of his bed were as mine was placed beside the window , Something Rex had moved in during one of his 'Make it look homely' phases.
I sat there peeping through the curtains not been bothered to to open them fully just staring at Matt's Cabin , I wonder what he is doing right now , Is he asleep? I can just imagine him laying on his bed looking all cozy and warm , his face looking peaceful.
I noticed a crack in his curtains and i couldn't help but wonder if i could see through if i had a pair on binoculars ,I didn't bring binoculars of course , I don't even own a pair , if i would have known i would be sure to have fetched some but I'm not psychic.
My needs got the better of me and soon enough i found myself sneaking out of my door avoiding any loud creaks that i would make from my ramp outside my door , I tiptoed round the side of Matt's cabin and hesitantly peeped through the window .
"Crap"
My heart stopped and my body stood stiff , The one and only Matt Was stood there right beside HIS window staring out Right at me , A small Grin smacked on his face , had he been there watching my cabin the whole time ? Maybe he heard me walk up ? Oh snoodle's , what do i do ? What do i do ? My heart began to race with panic but yet i still couldn't move, Nope , I just stood there staring back , My face began to paint its self a what i can imagine is a blossom pink of embarrassment , I guess my eagerness of what he was doing got the better of me because not only now had i been caught in the act but i was also stood out side this 'Greek Gods' Cabin in nothing but my Loony toons Boxer shorts and one of my Dad's Tee shirts , I always wore this tee shirt for bed they were obviously too long for me which made them cover most of my body with warmth , Much better than pjama's if i may so myself.
Bringing my thoughts away from the attire i was wearing i realised i was still stood there staring at a humanless cabin ? where the hell did he .....
"Someones eager to see me" Oh god.
"I..I " I had nothing.
"Is this a new hobby of your's ? 'peeping Tom' " I turned to face Matt And realised he was having fun knowing he caught me Peeping at him , as if it wasn't already that obvious.
" I wasn't peeping , I wanted to see if you were awake , I ..em ,. I wanted to speak to you" I nervously stroke the back of my neck as i accidentaly stare at Matt's legs , why couldn't her have had the decency to get dressed before walking up behind me ? Stupid Sexy fool . Keep it cool Jake , keep it cool.
"Then why didint you just knock?" why didnt i just knock ? Oh because i didnt want to speak to him i wanted to stare at his beautiful sleeping body .
"I didn't want to wake you" ha-ha , Good on Jake , good one .
Matt just looked at me with 'If you say so' eyes and started to shudder under to morning breeze , I must admit , It is quite dam cold with no clothes on but Dam did he look good.
"Well , when you have finished Drooling you can come inside and 'Talk' " He says making air quote sign's with his fingers , He knows I'm lying , God dam I'm a bad liar.
soon enough i found myself inside Matt's Cabin A buscuit in one hand and a hot cup of cocoa in the other , How much better can it get ?
"I'm just gonna take a shower , I wont take too long OK ?"
How much better can it get ? ....... Much better.